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[nikke0696]

amidst all the chaos i think i might have found a small piece of light. see theres all this shit going on at school and at home i'm getting seriously pissed and very upset...but theres so much for me to be happy about...i'm goin to play laura game LoL
+ my mom and i are getting along
+ havent talked to dad
+ i have kegan
-,-,- cant see kegan (thats 3 negatives caz its really bad)
+ me n dee are gonna p-a-r-t-**Y**.....because we WANNA (gotta love jim carey)
- my school is shit
- the people in my school are shit
- theres a really big deal going on that has to do with things i've done
++ no one has told my mom yet ((knock on wood))
+ i get to see jen this weekend
+ i get to see chrissy ((i miss him so much))
+ i get something i've been waiting for today
- i'm feeling sick (blah)
+ i talked to my great grandad today
- it made me miss my granny
ok so thats 10 postives...8 negatives..

there we go...guess i should be more happy than sad. i'm in a good mood...so maybe thats why i'm being so optimistic. i had a really horrible night and i didnt sleep much so i dunno why in the hell i'm in a good mood.......but hey, i'd rather be laughing than crying. if anyone wants to do something this weekend gimmie a call...yes......alright i'm out like a pizza at a wieght watchers convention