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i'm so bored!! im just sitting here, theres not shit to do. i had to go to the doctor today. i hate having to go there. people will find something wrong with you just so they can get your money. theres nothing wrong with me but noooo my doctor had to find something. anyways next subject.
i had a very interesting conversation with my friend laura last night.
it was about why people do things and how people search for happiness thier whole life but never truly find it.
maybe there is no such thing as true happiness because no one can be happy all the time 24/7.
i found something that can make me happy for a certain period of time and we all know what that is. but since its not excepted by all people i'm considered a bad person by people who dont feel the same way i do. that bothers me. whos to jusitfy whats right and whats wrong. just because its differnt from what you are used to and what you believe doesnt mean its wrong.
this really bothers me. i'm sick of people judging me by what i do or have done and not by who i am. that just proves how shallow and egocentric people are these days. lifes a bitch. i'm also sick of people using others for thier benefit. of course everyone does it but i know of a few that are pushing it over the limit. ahh more on this later. im just making myself mad. lol
i had a very interesting conversation with my friend laura last night.
it was about why people do things and how people search for happiness thier whole life but never truly find it.
maybe there is no such thing as true happiness because no one can be happy all the time 24/7.
i found something that can make me happy for a certain period of time and we all know what that is. but since its not excepted by all people i'm considered a bad person by people who dont feel the same way i do. that bothers me. whos to jusitfy whats right and whats wrong. just because its differnt from what you are used to and what you believe doesnt mean its wrong.
this really bothers me. i'm sick of people judging me by what i do or have done and not by who i am. that just proves how shallow and egocentric people are these days. lifes a bitch. i'm also sick of people using others for thier benefit. of course everyone does it but i know of a few that are pushing it over the limit. ahh more on this later. im just making myself mad. lol