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i'm really scared now. my biggest fear in life is to lose ones i love. well tuesday will be one year since brian died. and its bringing back so many emotions i dont know what to do with myself. then theres so much going on in my family. i'm so worried about my sister heather. most people dont even kno about her. ha well now its out for the world to hear...i have a brother and a sister in new york that no one knows. guess we all have our secrets. unfortunatly, this doesnt even start to tell mine. but if i tell you guys my secrets then what do i have left?
everything fades with time.
excitement. happiness. pain. love.
its hard to change who you are when you arent sure who you are in the first place.
i was told this w.e. that i needed to change things i was doing. but if i change things i do, its changes me. i will no longer be myself. this isnt fair at all.
i'm losing it. theres so much going on i dont know how i feel anymore.
everything fades with time.
excitement. happiness. pain. love.
its hard to change who you are when you arent sure who you are in the first place.
i was told this w.e. that i needed to change things i was doing. but if i change things i do, its changes me. i will no longer be myself. this isnt fair at all.
i'm losing it. theres so much going on i dont know how i feel anymore.