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I've been really stressed out lately, more stressed then i think I have ever been in my whole life. My surgery is tomorrow at 8:30a.m. and I'm nervous.. I've never had surgery, so i dont know what it's going to be like or anything. And plus this whole planning a wedding, and trying to do the right thing, is stressing me out also. I just want to make eveyone happy,but it seems so hard. I just want my surgery to be over with, and for everything to be okay, and I just want to have ONE thing to stress about. I'm hoping once my surgery is over, i'll feel so much just lifted off my shoulders. I should only be in the hospital for 23 hours, because thats all my insurance is allowing. Then I'll be at home. I'm lucky have a wonderful fiance.. because he is going to take care of me this weekend, and wow.. that really means a lot to me. He's really something special. Well, I am going to go try to keep myself occupied.