Aug 23, 2004 23:59
man.. i dont know why it bothers me.. but he wants to get back with his ex.. maybe i kinda like him? who knows.. but still.. i dont understand whyit bothers me that he wnats to get back with his ex and he'll probably get back with her... i should be happy because it means he wont be hitting on me and stuff anymore and it wont be any problems for me... but it does bother me... a lot actually.. and man... why doesnt he just wanna get with me?
am i not good enough? who knows.. blah.. it really shouldnt bother me, but honestly.. it does.. so much.. words cant really explain it.. its just one of those feelings.. yah know? when something REALLY bothers you.. and.. it just bothers me..
bah... i shouldnt want him in any way, shape, or form.. but i do..
f..
check yah..