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hey everyone ... here i am, yet again.. updating... wow, what an uneventful day... the most exciting part was when we watched the talent show ... yay talent.. lol, adam scriber was the best act up there by far ... he did impressions of the rock and it was hilarious .... damn you assholes who skipped the talent show... it was great!
anyways, i dunno... i'm not talking to scott right now because he seems really friggen like... spacey right now ... and i talked to him like all last night ... and travis (his friend) said that if i bug him a lot, he'll tweak on me... i had to ban his ex friggen girlfriend from commenting in my journal and it damn well better have worked because i dont want that whore reading my journal... he still loves her ... but what are you going to do right ... i wanna message him though ... i just dont wanna be annoying . *sigh* so difficult.
well anyways, lots of shit is going on at school.. i shouldn't write about it in my journal because people from school have journals too... but ... bah, i dunno ... things are just weird... i'm running for senior vice president this year ... i've already handed in my nomination form ... and my brother is running for junior vice president... as far as i know, he's a definite shoe-in because theres no one else even running for it ... so go zachie... i hope i get it if i'm staying ... if i'm going, oh well... i won't be at that school anyways... plus, i'll have year end video stuff and yeah... i dunno, i wanna be on student council, especially senior vice president if i can... because ... i think its a great opportunity and such ... plus, how much fun will we have guys ... we can all give great ideas.. and we'll have a definite input to the way student council works next year ... for andie's sake, i hope she gets to run for president... shes running against janelle and loren ... i hate janelle ... i dont care if she reads that, she should know that by now ... i don't mind loren... she's nice ... but i do want andie as president.. i feel she'd do a much better job as president than the other two .. especially janelle... in my opinion, the student council president should know whats going on in the school and be open to *EVERYONE* because ... thats what they're supposed to be there for ... its just hard because andie hasn't been on student council before ... she'd do such an amazing job though... shes so funny ... i love her ...
anyways, i wanna message scott still but i cant because i dont wanna annoy him ... i want himto message me and he wont message me first .. and yeah ... gawd .. hes beautiful guys
but anyways, tonight is kinda boring ... tomorrow, i have a full day ahead of me... its excellent though ... thats the way i like it because then i'm not bored and i dont have a chance to think about things like scott and how weird school is right now ... i have work from 11-4, which means i need to leave my house at 10:15 ... i gotta be up by AT LEAST 8! man.. it sucks.. but anyways, after work, i'm going right to kingston to go to old navy to shop for tops for when i'm in ottawa because i can't wear the same thing everyday!!!! something has to fill my suitcase.. lol, i dunno... i have 2 suitcases and a carryon that all match .. next week, i should be getting my letter about where i'm staying ... AND we have to order my camera... i gotta take like $140 outta my bank account to put towards my camera.. or more because delivery is expensive.. i might just get one from wallyworld because ... then i don't have to pay delivery and stuff... plus, i need money for my moms mothers day present... i dont get paid enough money... lol... i need to get paid like $100/hour ... that'd be excellent... but i reallylove old navy ... i gotta get some semi dressy shirts... and like 500 more polo tops... their polo tops fit SOOOO well! gawd damn.. lol, and i wanna get more of their camis because they fit SOOOO well too... lol, anyways ... i wana ome home with like a gazillion tops... i wanna check out like their entire store ... lol, but anyways ... i should stop writing
i messaged him and i feel bad because ... i feel so annoying ... i knew i was talking to him too much ... bah... i gotta get some sleep.. im in way over my head ... why is he so sexy though and .. beautiful.. and ... his personality *heart* he makes me laugh and stuff... ... nothing
anyways, i gotta check on something and then ... who knows .. i think its my bedtime
luv
nicole