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Today:
I went to school, this morning I was really emotionally upset, at midnight and everything, I finished my essay past midnight and went to stupid turnitin.com and the box was closed, and it wouldn't accept it.
Then I went to bed slept restlessly, and it just flat out sucked, it was like I waiting for the outcome of a situation, so I woke up at 5:20 and went back to bed until 6:20 and my brother opens my door and just randomely yells at me because I'm still sleeping, and I was like really upset at that, he was really REALLY cold-hearted for no reason whatsoever towards me this morning. I like honestly felt like dying this morning, and was like not caring, I was really upset, and like all I wanted was my mom, and I went and she gave me a hug, she understood, and seemed like the only person who did. I told her I didn't want to eat a banana, or anything, and wanted to pass out...it was very intense, I was like shattered, and tired, and I know I'm PMSing so that adds alot to the bandwagon.
Then I went to school.
bus.
banana.
ipod.
teacher.
class.
latin.
sub.
story.
quiz.
note on quiz saying I couldn't do it.
classwork, which we got the answers from everyone, it was neat.
Math.
Mr. Stohmeyer's class.
All the juniors who had to redo capt worked on the portfolio, and I was done with mine, and like went to ms. osso, and worked on my like 1 last problem, and I borrowed some kids calculator and dropped it on the floor, and she started laughing because it was like so clutzy, honest, and the fall occured in such slow motion and my face showed the exact horror of what I did, that she like couldn't stop laughing it was really funny.
Drawing:
I went to the nurse to get a bandaid, and tweezers, I somehow cut my finger and it really just was not fun.
Then I went back to drawing and he laughed at the fact I like totally didn't see the 2 lines I made for the bottle and I went over and he's like "nicole how's this proportion at all right?"
and I was like "I don't know...lol"
Choir:
Jen and I hung out, I hope it's not like a fling of her being nice, and I being a sucker, because if she really would be this nice, it would make my life happier and easier, and know that she's nice...for once and for all.
Free:
At first I just looked at my emails online, and listened to Oh, Comely by Neutral Milk Hotel, and other songs, and it was sweet...just oh so sweet.
Then I saw my brother, and a couple of kids, and decided to not be anti-social and went and talked with them then like I talked with this senior girl about why we hate freshman and how about they just suck, they are too slutty, and drink way too much, and have sex. And then we talked about that the table near us was making fun of a sped girl, and that they were commenting on our clothes, specifically the gay kid..and I was like "I just want to kill him he's such a jerk", and she was like "yeah I hate him."
Support:
I went to support and the first thing she says to me when I walk in the door: "What are you going to be working on today??" and I'm like "I'm not sure yet, I'm going to the bathroom" so I get back and she's like "What are you working on today??" and I'm like "I'm not sure, I haven't looked in my assignment notebook yet" and she's like "nicole those 5 checks you get everyday might change if you don't keep on the pace" and I'm like like "????? what did I possibly do??" so like I was like "ok I found something I need to work on but I need your help" and like I guess she didn't want to get up haha, but she did, and I was like sweet justice. Then I went to the school psychologist, and chilled and talked until a bit before she had to go to a meeting, and she's like "do you want to go back to class?" and I'm like "oh no not at all, uhhm how about I go get a snack from the vending machine, and chill in the cafeteria?" and she goes "well, what if you see your teacher?" I'm like "well then I'll say I was going back, but you said I could get a snack." and she said "ok good plan".
So then I went to the cafeteria, and this boy Jesse who I'm friends with, he's really nice, and kindof cute, yesterday was his dogs birthday and he bought it a sweater lol. But anyways, he said "oh I saw you wave to me yesterday when you were on your bus, but it didn't hit me, and I was like completely like sure he didn't see, but he did, so like he was like "so I wave back!!" an I was like haha cool, and we sat and talked about food, again because we were this morning about how he makes the best eggs, and how I can't cook because I didn't know when you boil sauce it's suppose to like...uhhm have water and that sauce can't go in the pot by itself or it sticks. It was cool.
Then I went on my bus, and listened to some more Neutral Milk Hotel.
I honestly love them.
I want to go to a show tonight, I'm looking foward to that.
<33 Nikka.
I went to school, this morning I was really emotionally upset, at midnight and everything, I finished my essay past midnight and went to stupid turnitin.com and the box was closed, and it wouldn't accept it.
Then I went to bed slept restlessly, and it just flat out sucked, it was like I waiting for the outcome of a situation, so I woke up at 5:20 and went back to bed until 6:20 and my brother opens my door and just randomely yells at me because I'm still sleeping, and I was like really upset at that, he was really REALLY cold-hearted for no reason whatsoever towards me this morning. I like honestly felt like dying this morning, and was like not caring, I was really upset, and like all I wanted was my mom, and I went and she gave me a hug, she understood, and seemed like the only person who did. I told her I didn't want to eat a banana, or anything, and wanted to pass out...it was very intense, I was like shattered, and tired, and I know I'm PMSing so that adds alot to the bandwagon.
Then I went to school.
bus.
banana.
ipod.
teacher.
class.
latin.
sub.
story.
quiz.
note on quiz saying I couldn't do it.
classwork, which we got the answers from everyone, it was neat.
Math.
Mr. Stohmeyer's class.
All the juniors who had to redo capt worked on the portfolio, and I was done with mine, and like went to ms. osso, and worked on my like 1 last problem, and I borrowed some kids calculator and dropped it on the floor, and she started laughing because it was like so clutzy, honest, and the fall occured in such slow motion and my face showed the exact horror of what I did, that she like couldn't stop laughing it was really funny.
Drawing:
I went to the nurse to get a bandaid, and tweezers, I somehow cut my finger and it really just was not fun.
Then I went back to drawing and he laughed at the fact I like totally didn't see the 2 lines I made for the bottle and I went over and he's like "nicole how's this proportion at all right?"
and I was like "I don't know...lol"
Choir:
Jen and I hung out, I hope it's not like a fling of her being nice, and I being a sucker, because if she really would be this nice, it would make my life happier and easier, and know that she's nice...for once and for all.
Free:
At first I just looked at my emails online, and listened to Oh, Comely by Neutral Milk Hotel, and other songs, and it was sweet...just oh so sweet.
Then I saw my brother, and a couple of kids, and decided to not be anti-social and went and talked with them then like I talked with this senior girl about why we hate freshman and how about they just suck, they are too slutty, and drink way too much, and have sex. And then we talked about that the table near us was making fun of a sped girl, and that they were commenting on our clothes, specifically the gay kid..and I was like "I just want to kill him he's such a jerk", and she was like "yeah I hate him."
Support:
I went to support and the first thing she says to me when I walk in the door: "What are you going to be working on today??" and I'm like "I'm not sure yet, I'm going to the bathroom" so I get back and she's like "What are you working on today??" and I'm like "I'm not sure, I haven't looked in my assignment notebook yet" and she's like "nicole those 5 checks you get everyday might change if you don't keep on the pace" and I'm like like "????? what did I possibly do??" so like I was like "ok I found something I need to work on but I need your help" and like I guess she didn't want to get up haha, but she did, and I was like sweet justice. Then I went to the school psychologist, and chilled and talked until a bit before she had to go to a meeting, and she's like "do you want to go back to class?" and I'm like "oh no not at all, uhhm how about I go get a snack from the vending machine, and chill in the cafeteria?" and she goes "well, what if you see your teacher?" I'm like "well then I'll say I was going back, but you said I could get a snack." and she said "ok good plan".
So then I went to the cafeteria, and this boy Jesse who I'm friends with, he's really nice, and kindof cute, yesterday was his dogs birthday and he bought it a sweater lol. But anyways, he said "oh I saw you wave to me yesterday when you were on your bus, but it didn't hit me, and I was like completely like sure he didn't see, but he did, so like he was like "so I wave back!!" an I was like haha cool, and we sat and talked about food, again because we were this morning about how he makes the best eggs, and how I can't cook because I didn't know when you boil sauce it's suppose to like...uhhm have water and that sauce can't go in the pot by itself or it sticks. It was cool.
Then I went on my bus, and listened to some more Neutral Milk Hotel.
I honestly love them.
I want to go to a show tonight, I'm looking foward to that.
<33 Nikka.