Wednesday, April 12th
today i thought out loud.
and someone gave me money.
psych SAC today.
not stressed.
i think i should have been.
i couldn't be bothered driving to day so i made dad do it.
got e-mails from 2 American unis.
one will only accept me if i go to a community collage there for 2 years.
and the other i have to be smart and have financial forms.
the financial forms bit freaked me out.
what if this decision i'm making is for the worst?
i don't know.
you only live once.
how do our eyes focus on stars?
they are so far, unlike this keyboard, or the heater.
and has society scared itself into a superficial hiding?.
i want to watch elephant again.
and get compliments on my extensive knowledge of anchorman quotes.
maybe the community is too scared.
too many people died last year.
i found an Ye Olde English font stencil.
it's crappy, i do it better.
ehhhkk i'm thinking a lot right now.
i don't want to sleep.
i can't sleep.
fin