tonight Andrea Gibson, is love
Z
still
there are days
when there is no way
not even a chance
that i'd dare for even a second
glance at the reflection of my body in the mirror
and she knows why
like i know why
she
only cries
when she feels like she's about to lose control
she knows how much control is worth
knows what a woman can lose
when her power to move
is taken away
by a grip so thick with hate
it could clip the wings of god
leave the next eight generations of your blood shaking
and tonight something inside me is breaking
my heart beating so deep beneath the sheets of her pain
i could give every tear she's crying
a year---a name
and a face i'd forever erase from her mind if i could
just like she would
for me
or you
but how much closer to free would any of us be
if even a few of us forgot
what too many women in this world cannot
and i'm thinking
what the hell would you tell your daughter
...AndreaGibson
If I want to smoke, I will, (would)
If I want to snort coke, shoot veins still,
or huff my little fucking heart away, I will.
If I want to slice every last vein in my body, I will.
If I want to bruise and taste the reality of this fucking place,
I will.
If I want to get high and never come back down, I won't.
But who the FUCK ever said, I want to.
Regardless it dosent make me a bad person,
it dosent make me any less human. It actually makes me more human.
A definition, of Human.
Subject to or indicative of the weaknesses, imperfections, and fragility associated with humans: a mistake that shows he's only human; human frailty.
Get it ?
Looks like I am more human than you think,
I even suprised myself with this entry.
It also makes me feel like a weirdo because I know the people who read this is either Stacy or Todd,
(btw stacy im not mad at you I love you but sometimes you make me want to pee my pants with anger)
Or other people, who I know read this, and don't like, which is funny, because I know they read this, and they dont know I know.
So, ha.
Anyway, Im going to eat my fastfood, fast.
Real fast.
I love you.
hey, my name is girlfriend.
still
there are days
when there is no way
not even a chance
that i'd dare for even a second
glance at the reflection of my body in the mirror
and she knows why
like i know why
she
only cries
when she feels like she's about to lose control
she knows how much control is worth
knows what a woman can lose
when her power to move
is taken away
by a grip so thick with hate
it could clip the wings of god
leave the next eight generations of your blood shaking
and tonight something inside me is breaking
my heart beating so deep beneath the sheets of her pain
i could give every tear she's crying
a year---a name
and a face i'd forever erase from her mind if i could
just like she would
for me
or you
but how much closer to free would any of us be
if even a few of us forgot
what too many women in this world cannot
and i'm thinking
what the hell would you tell your daughter
...AndreaGibson
If I want to smoke, I will, (would)
If I want to snort coke, shoot veins still,
or huff my little fucking heart away, I will.
If I want to slice every last vein in my body, I will.
If I want to bruise and taste the reality of this fucking place,
I will.
If I want to get high and never come back down, I won't.
But who the FUCK ever said, I want to.
Regardless it dosent make me a bad person,
it dosent make me any less human. It actually makes me more human.
A definition, of Human.
Subject to or indicative of the weaknesses, imperfections, and fragility associated with humans: a mistake that shows he's only human; human frailty.
Get it ?
Looks like I am more human than you think,
I even suprised myself with this entry.
It also makes me feel like a weirdo because I know the people who read this is either Stacy or Todd,
(btw stacy im not mad at you I love you but sometimes you make me want to pee my pants with anger)
Or other people, who I know read this, and don't like, which is funny, because I know they read this, and they dont know I know.
So, ha.
Anyway, Im going to eat my fastfood, fast.
Real fast.
I love you.
hey, my name is girlfriend.