Uh, guys....
I...I think my ass is getting smaller. It's not as "cottage-cheesy" as it used to be, the tiny stretch marks that never really bothered me before aren't as noticeable, and I swear it's smaller. I...I don't know how to take this. I've been okay with my body for a while now, so now that it's changing...I'm almost reluctant to accept it. I haven't had the time or interest to really judge myself aesthetically lately, and I just noticed it today. My thigh muscles look more defined, and so my calves. Being a bike delivery gal is apparently good for me.
I think why I'm so shocked is because I didn't expect noticeable changes from riding my bike for about two to three hours 4 nights out of the week. Now I guess I have to start working my upper body so it'll keep up.
....I just don't want it to shrink so much that I have to buy new pants. I can't afford that. And I'm happy with my proportions right now. wtf...am I really complaining about losing weight? >.<
Oh, I hung out again with Michelle and a surprise bottle of rum. We didn't get too drunk, but we did talk a lot about what we both want out of a relationship. We agreed that we should wait for summer to be over (since she's going back to Oregon for the summer) before deciding to actually "date" or whatever. But she did mention that she's still not sure how she identifies sexually. Which means there's a possibility she might decide she doesn't want to date girls, or date me, so she wanted to tell me that. Which would suck balls, because I'm really falling for her now. Argh. Damn straight girls. At least she's honest.
Now I'm off to clean my room, work on some homework, and work for ten hours. Awesome.
I think why I'm so shocked is because I didn't expect noticeable changes from riding my bike for about two to three hours 4 nights out of the week. Now I guess I have to start working my upper body so it'll keep up.
....I just don't want it to shrink so much that I have to buy new pants. I can't afford that. And I'm happy with my proportions right now. wtf...am I really complaining about losing weight? >.<
Oh, I hung out again with Michelle and a surprise bottle of rum. We didn't get too drunk, but we did talk a lot about what we both want out of a relationship. We agreed that we should wait for summer to be over (since she's going back to Oregon for the summer) before deciding to actually "date" or whatever. But she did mention that she's still not sure how she identifies sexually. Which means there's a possibility she might decide she doesn't want to date girls, or date me, so she wanted to tell me that. Which would suck balls, because I'm really falling for her now. Argh. Damn straight girls. At least she's honest.
Now I'm off to clean my room, work on some homework, and work for ten hours. Awesome.