so completely stressed out. need to vent. sorry.

[nikiknows0]

so i was sooo excited for thanksgiving break. christina and i were all happy and listening to christmas music and ready for turkey...and then the time finally came...and so did the bad news. and it was the worst thanksgiving i have ever had. besides it being the saddest thing i have ever experienced, i managed to catch louie's stomach virus--which surfaced the night of thanksgiving. yep. i definitely did not want to see the turkey again after i had eaten it, thank you very much--but i did. aaanyway. and now i'm back at school and all i want to do is cry. because i have soo much to do and soo much to learn because i am so completely lost in organic, and i can't focus on anything...and i still can't believe i am taking organic for nothing!! aldkfjaskjfda;kljdga;djf !!!!!

and everything reminds me of nanny...

wah. :(