dont wake me i plan on sleeping in....

[nikiinirvana]

hurt 
confused
lied to
led on
paranoid

im very just blah right now
not looking forward to going down stairs to an empty room

but hey
drink????tommrow

cassie{maybe}
if not she will get a drunk phone call
i miss smileing 
wow
i dont 
i havnt 
conors dad is gonna be a dad now

conor is starting to get to know cass
its cute
im scared for all this
i dont want him to get attached 
and have it dissapear
ahhh
well all i can say

i miss this 
i miss it all
damn

sad face:(
come cuddle with me someone