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As time passes I feel myself about to crumble. I feel like the mask I've been wearing these passed five or so weeks is about to slip and shatter on the ground. This makes me extremely worried. This is making me anxious. This, coupled with the stress of school and pressure of working, is scaring me. I don't want to recoil back to how I was. I've been AT LEAST okae for a while and I want to stay that way.
So, I've made an appointment with my doctor at SDSU that I liked a lot. I haven't seen her since December, and I haven't really had any meds to take since then. I'm not really sure why I'm trying to not have to take meds. I mean, I think I'm okae without them, but I probably really need a little help. This has been off and on since I started in 12th grade. Soooo, yeeeah. We'll try it again, I guess. They're cheap. Plus I might get some more Xanax. Xanax helps me sleep and that is swell.
I am seriously contemplating asking for Incompletes or something in my classes. I think two of my teachers would do it for me. And the other two can suck my balls.
We'll see.
So, I've made an appointment with my doctor at SDSU that I liked a lot. I haven't seen her since December, and I haven't really had any meds to take since then. I'm not really sure why I'm trying to not have to take meds. I mean, I think I'm okae without them, but I probably really need a little help. This has been off and on since I started in 12th grade. Soooo, yeeeah. We'll try it again, I guess. They're cheap. Plus I might get some more Xanax. Xanax helps me sleep and that is swell.
I am seriously contemplating asking for Incompletes or something in my classes. I think two of my teachers would do it for me. And the other two can suck my balls.
We'll see.