just thinking..of the future.
i have been thinking a whole lot lately..
one of my best friends satcie has been going threw alot..she has lost 3 friends in 2 weeks..
Kyle,Nick,and Ashley..
and im worried about her..
she said if another thing happens again she will prbably kill herself becuz she cant take it anymore.
why does god do this to people..
I know he doesn't do it on purpose or anything but why so young..why now..why couldn't it be later..
She says kyles dad is supposed to be in jail becuz he was the one that killed him..gave him the drugs..
Right now im just trying to get to know god more becuz i am so scared if i don't know him i won't be with him. I want god to be in my life all the time so that when i do leave here..i know im going to a better place.
I have done and made some bad desions in my life and im trying to fix it up before its to late.
I just don't want to die young. To many young people are dying now and it makes me sad.
Everytime I walk out the house I don't know if today will be my last day here. If it is, i won't be able to say goodbye to the ones i love.
so to all that are reading this..I just want you to know I love you so much! and if don't tell you that later you will know that i do love you and care for you becuz you read this.Thank you guys for always bing there and when I do die..young or old..i will make sure im always watching over you.
<3 nicole
one of my best friends satcie has been going threw alot..she has lost 3 friends in 2 weeks..
Kyle,Nick,and Ashley..
and im worried about her..
she said if another thing happens again she will prbably kill herself becuz she cant take it anymore.
why does god do this to people..
I know he doesn't do it on purpose or anything but why so young..why now..why couldn't it be later..
She says kyles dad is supposed to be in jail becuz he was the one that killed him..gave him the drugs..
Right now im just trying to get to know god more becuz i am so scared if i don't know him i won't be with him. I want god to be in my life all the time so that when i do leave here..i know im going to a better place.
I have done and made some bad desions in my life and im trying to fix it up before its to late.
I just don't want to die young. To many young people are dying now and it makes me sad.
Everytime I walk out the house I don't know if today will be my last day here. If it is, i won't be able to say goodbye to the ones i love.
so to all that are reading this..I just want you to know I love you so much! and if don't tell you that later you will know that i do love you and care for you becuz you read this.Thank you guys for always bing there and when I do die..young or old..i will make sure im always watching over you.
<3 nicole