one year 8 months later...
hmmm... what to say what to say? well lets just say im single! yes nicola and "thug-life" (LMAO ZUBAL) are no more! its for the better... i know it is...
my birthday is a week today also... jonathon said he'd come with me to get my nose pierced and my parents bought me a ring so ill be able to replace the one i used to wear on my left hand... OMG its so nice! i dont know what to do wiht my old one... any ideas?
this weekend is going to be fun... ryan and I are going out friday night (dont know what we're doing but it should be fun either the movies or to the beach) then on Saturday im going to a party with Tanya... OMG its gonna be fun... lots of boys with motorcycles apparently... AND then on Sunday im hittin the highway and heading to Bushe Gardens with the peeps, Zuballin, Bad Ash, Nicole, Mimbsy baby and David... and the best part is... im not payin thanx shana! i think i might ask ryan to go with me... only because Nicole is gonna be on Mimbsy all day and i dont wanna feel left out...
im glad i ended it now... i knew it was going to happen i just speeded up the process... everyone says he didnt deserve me and the more i look at the situation i know they are right... being treated like shit wasnt worth it and fallin out of love with someone is hard to reconize when all u are used to doing is love them... theres a difference between loving someone and being IN love with someone and i wasnt either of them toward the end
In 7 months time i will be leaving (all by myself... no ties) ... thats right im going to Tallahassee and im not going to look back... it feels like graduation is just around the corner and then in offski (damn thats a scottish word)
thanks for proving to me what kind of person u really we're and showing me how much i dont need u!
Love Nicola xx the one u'll always remember... and NEVER have again
my birthday is a week today also... jonathon said he'd come with me to get my nose pierced and my parents bought me a ring so ill be able to replace the one i used to wear on my left hand... OMG its so nice! i dont know what to do wiht my old one... any ideas?
this weekend is going to be fun... ryan and I are going out friday night (dont know what we're doing but it should be fun either the movies or to the beach) then on Saturday im going to a party with Tanya... OMG its gonna be fun... lots of boys with motorcycles apparently... AND then on Sunday im hittin the highway and heading to Bushe Gardens with the peeps, Zuballin, Bad Ash, Nicole, Mimbsy baby and David... and the best part is... im not payin thanx shana! i think i might ask ryan to go with me... only because Nicole is gonna be on Mimbsy all day and i dont wanna feel left out...
im glad i ended it now... i knew it was going to happen i just speeded up the process... everyone says he didnt deserve me and the more i look at the situation i know they are right... being treated like shit wasnt worth it and fallin out of love with someone is hard to reconize when all u are used to doing is love them... theres a difference between loving someone and being IN love with someone and i wasnt either of them toward the end
In 7 months time i will be leaving (all by myself... no ties) ... thats right im going to Tallahassee and im not going to look back... it feels like graduation is just around the corner and then in offski (damn thats a scottish word)
thanks for proving to me what kind of person u really we're and showing me how much i dont need u!
Love Nicola xx the one u'll always remember... and NEVER have again