Sep 15, 2005 20:13
some of you may know who im talking about... i feel soooo bad. i told him a week ago i didnt want a realationship and he was cool with that... he's not presuring me or making me decide what i want. its the complete opposite... he said that i "have his heart and his feelings and i can do as i please with them." i feel so horrible... hes such a cool friend and i really think that hes one of the coolest kids i know but dating wise... we don't click... we do but we don't. hes so cool and he wrote me a poem MY FIRST REAL POEM FROM A BOY (i sound like a little kid) it was so sweet and it told me all the thing he wanted... he said "I want to be the last thing u think about before u go to sleep and i want to the first thing you think about when u wake up" the whole poem was like that... there was 2 pages of his wants.... it was soooo sweet but i told him over and over again i dont want a relationship... i feel bad but hes a cool kid...