(One-shot) Snowfall on the White Park
Title: Snowfall on the White Park
Author: nikenyk
Pairing: Inoobu
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Inoo and Yabu's winter date on their park.
“Kei-chan… isn’t it a bit too cold?” I asked my love as we walked to a certain park in the middle of winter.
“Ngg..” He shook his head. “This is perfect, Kou-chan.”
He tightened our intertwined fingers and fastened his pace, dragging me along with him to the swing. He then released my hand and sit on a big swing, gesturing me to sit beside him on the same swing.
“At least, wear my scarf.” Before I sit, I stood right in front of him and offered him my scarf, because the weather is so freezing cold but he kept on bugging me to go to the certain park today. I circled the scarf on his neck and bent down to kiss him on his wide forehead before finally sit on the swing.
He smiled upon my kiss.
“Thank you, Kou…” He stretched his hand to my side, waiting for my hand to reached his. I offered my hand and intertwined our fingers again. He then moved closer to my side and rested his head on my shoulder.
We looked around to the already-covered-with-snow park and smiled.
“Ne.. Kou… Do you… remember this park…?” He asked me softly. His blowing breath was so warm that it made a white cloud.
“Hmm… crystal clear.” I answered him. His smile grew wider after hearing my answer.
“I thought you forget.” He chuckled. “It really needed a very big gut to finally ask my crush to go on a date, you know.” He chuckled again.
“But after all, it was me who confess first… since you were being silent all the time.” I playfully ruffled his head and he chuckled again.
He moved his head that was resting on my shoulder and twitched his head, searching for something.
“We were sitting… on that bench!” Kei pointed his finger to the exact bench where he sat when I was confessing to him. I still remember it clearly. He sat on the bench, I stood on my knee right in front of him, both of our face were bright red since we both were aware about what was going to happen.
I know he had been having a crush on me since a while, and I know about that because I also had been watching over him. That’s why I knew he always have secret glances on me, but never to make a move on me. And when I was around, he always looked away, and left an arrogant impression of him, but I know that he always watching me from afar, but never to approach me.
Finally one day, I talked to him because of the assignment the teacher gave us, and he finally asked me to go on a date. Well.. I hadn’t expected him to be that brave to ask me out. But yeah, I agreed right away. And in the end of the date… I confessed to him that I had been watching over him. And I was still remember it clearly, that reddish shock face he had when I confessed, and not to forget the ice cream that fell from his hand due to the shock.
“It’s been three years, ne…” I said.
“Yep.. and our fourth anniversary is just getting near.” He exclaimed happily, his eyes full of sparkle and warmth.
I circled my hand around his neck and pulled the angel to my chest. I cupped his pale face and brought it closer to mine. I also leaned down to reach his.
I peck him lightly on his lips, he chuckled.
“Why so quick, Kou-chan? A longer one, please?” He playfully pleaded to me. But instead of waiting for my reaction, he was the one who initiated the next kiss.
He grabbed my collar and pulled me. Our lips met and we kissed, lips brushing each other and exchanging our warm breath.
“I always love your kiss… It’s so sweet….” He whispered between the kiss.
I answered him with deepening our kiss.
“Hmmm…” he curved his lips to a smile and open his mouth to let me enter him.
After we lost our breath, we both pulled away.
He smiled, I smiled.
“Nee Kou… our first kiss.. was also in this park.”
“You were so helplessly cute that day.” I admitted.
“And you looked like a beast.” He pouted.
“But you love that beast.” I teased.
“Hey!” He playfully whacked me, but his whack was too weak, even for just a playful whack. It felt like gust of wind.
“But I was glad that the kiss turned to be very sweet.. instead of a pervert-like.” He said.
“And not to forget the falling sakura that made our kiss sweeter.” I poked his cheek.
He smiled.
We shared our first kiss under the sakura storm. It was beautiful and magnificent. It felt like a fairy tale that came true. How could I forget something so wonderful?
“Kiss me again, will you?”
I bent down again, and kiss him.
“Nee Kou… our first argument.. was also in this park.”
“You were jealous of Hikaru….. I couldn’t believe it.” I faked my whining.
“Because you were too close with him!” He argued.
I sighed.
“Okay okay… it was a very very last year problem, okay. You and Hikaru now are also getting along very well..”
“Hmm…” Inoo nodded. “And Kou, do you remember that night? When we did some stargazing?”
“Yep. We camp here, and you slept inside my sleeping bag! It was supposed to be for one person only, but you forced it!”
“But I want to sleep in you embrace, Kou.” He pouted. “Even so… that was one of the best night in my life….” Kei trailed off.
Yes. It was also one of the best nights in my life, Kei…..
I really love your figure that looked up to the dark sky and watching the stars glowing above your head. And the truth is I was the happiest man on earth when you suddenly snuggled to my sleeping bag, because I really want to be able to embrace you until I fall asleep.
“So many…. Has happened since that day, ne….” Kei said with a very longing tone, like he was feeling very lonely.
Yes… so many has happened.
“So many memories….” He looked down. “But will never be enough, Kou….” He then faced me, his eyes full of sadness and loneliness. But, what I see the most in his eyes was fear.
It will never be, Kei.
“I always want to make good memories.. with you, Kou.. Only you…” He claimed and in an instant, I was already in his embrace, he tried his best to hug me tightly, I could feel his struggle. However, his hug felt so loose, like he was very weak to begin with.
I love you.. I love you……. I always want to be with you.
“I always want to be with you….” He shutted his eyes and whispered, his voice crack, like he was about to cry. “I always want good memories with you…. And hold them inside my heart….” He whispered again, and now the crack in his voice even clearer. He choked and coughed. And I could felt a warm water drop on my cheek.
We can make it, Kei… We can make more good memories….
I know you can make it!
He cried.
What’s the point of reminiscing the past…. Kei?
I moved my hand to the back of his head and pulled him to my chest until he was in my embrace. I hug him tightly, and he cried on my chest.
I hold back my tears, not wanting to worsen the atmosphere.
“Kou…. Will you be lonely….?” Kei asked me in between his tears. He sounded very hurt and lonely.
Will I be..?
“No.” I answered him sternly.
“Eh..?” He asked.
“Because…. You will always be here….” I kissed his head and buried my head on his hair. I closed my eyes and shut them very tight, preventing my stubborn tears to fall. I tighten the hug and his cry even getting louder.
I always want to be with you Kei….
“Kou… Kou….” He cried calling my name. He grabbed the back of my clothes and gripped it tightly, I hug him even tighter that I was afraid he might broke.
I also felt a pang in my heart, listening to his cry.. But I cannot do anything to stop him. Since he has the right… to feel sad. But he doesn’t deserve to be sad.
“Kou…. Do you think we can go here again next year….?” His voice shaking.
“Yes… we will still be here…” I caressed his hair, soothing him.
But the pain and the scream in my heart still won’t be soothed.
“Are you…. Sure?” He released the hug and looked up, searching for my eyes.
I opened my eyes and looked at him, deeply in his dark eyes.
He noticed my teary eyes and he frowned.
“Yes… I am sure.” My voice betrayed me. Although I tried my best not to broke, but it did. But then I smiled, reassuring him.
Kei seemed to understand me very well. His tears finally stopped flowing like a river, and now only droplets falling from his eyes. He smiled despite of the tears.
“Thank you… Kou….” He sit calmly again next to me and rest his head again on my shoulder.
We sat again in silence, watching the snow falling in the park. Watching the snow slowly falling on us. One of the snow falling on Inoo’s pale cheek, and it really looked like the white snow belonged to Kei.. since they were both looked the same color. The snow then melt on Kei and flew through his cheek, just like a tear.
I ruffling his head non-stop. Feeling the smoothness he had and sending him my warmth through my hand.
“Kou…” Kei finally spoke up.
“Yes, my love?”
“I am….. tired…………….” He said.
I bit my lip.
No…. don’t.
“Shhh…. Shhh……..” I ruffled his hair gently.
“Let me… sleep…… for a while….. Kou…….” I peeked over to him and found his tears start falling again.
No… please… don’t….
I pulled him from my shoulder to my chest again.
“Shhh… sshhhh…..”
“Thank you……. Kou…… for every…..thing…..”
No…. not now….. not now please……
“Kou… good….by-“
“Shhhhh!” I placed my finger on his lips to prevent him from talking too far.
“There’s no goodbye… Kei……”
He looked up to see my face and smiled at how painful my face is.
“Yes…. There’s no goodbye……… Kou……..”
He snuggled back to my chest and hug me.
“It’s… a good night…. then…….”
“Hmm…” I sniffed. I caressed his cheek which was already felt so cold.
“Good…. Night….. Kou…………………”
He released a very long and warm breath before he finally closed his eyes which full of warmth.. and full of life.
We don't say goodbye
Thank you for today too
So just say good night
The many memories
I want to hold them inside this heart
And send you off
Until you can't be seen...
Let me say good.night...
My stubborn tears finally fall from its socket. It dropped right to Kei’s cheek… giving warmth to the cold atmosphere… and to the already cold body of yours.
Yes Kei… Good night………
-owari-
A/N: this is another fail angsty-but-not-so-angst angst. lol, what am i talking about?
Just enjoy it ne~
Author: nikenyk
Pairing: Inoobu
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Inoo and Yabu's winter date on their park.
“Kei-chan… isn’t it a bit too cold?” I asked my love as we walked to a certain park in the middle of winter.
“Ngg..” He shook his head. “This is perfect, Kou-chan.”
He tightened our intertwined fingers and fastened his pace, dragging me along with him to the swing. He then released my hand and sit on a big swing, gesturing me to sit beside him on the same swing.
“At least, wear my scarf.” Before I sit, I stood right in front of him and offered him my scarf, because the weather is so freezing cold but he kept on bugging me to go to the certain park today. I circled the scarf on his neck and bent down to kiss him on his wide forehead before finally sit on the swing.
He smiled upon my kiss.
“Thank you, Kou…” He stretched his hand to my side, waiting for my hand to reached his. I offered my hand and intertwined our fingers again. He then moved closer to my side and rested his head on my shoulder.
We looked around to the already-covered-with-snow park and smiled.
“Ne.. Kou… Do you… remember this park…?” He asked me softly. His blowing breath was so warm that it made a white cloud.
“Hmm… crystal clear.” I answered him. His smile grew wider after hearing my answer.
“I thought you forget.” He chuckled. “It really needed a very big gut to finally ask my crush to go on a date, you know.” He chuckled again.
“But after all, it was me who confess first… since you were being silent all the time.” I playfully ruffled his head and he chuckled again.
He moved his head that was resting on my shoulder and twitched his head, searching for something.
“We were sitting… on that bench!” Kei pointed his finger to the exact bench where he sat when I was confessing to him. I still remember it clearly. He sat on the bench, I stood on my knee right in front of him, both of our face were bright red since we both were aware about what was going to happen.
I know he had been having a crush on me since a while, and I know about that because I also had been watching over him. That’s why I knew he always have secret glances on me, but never to make a move on me. And when I was around, he always looked away, and left an arrogant impression of him, but I know that he always watching me from afar, but never to approach me.
Finally one day, I talked to him because of the assignment the teacher gave us, and he finally asked me to go on a date. Well.. I hadn’t expected him to be that brave to ask me out. But yeah, I agreed right away. And in the end of the date… I confessed to him that I had been watching over him. And I was still remember it clearly, that reddish shock face he had when I confessed, and not to forget the ice cream that fell from his hand due to the shock.
“It’s been three years, ne…” I said.
“Yep.. and our fourth anniversary is just getting near.” He exclaimed happily, his eyes full of sparkle and warmth.
I circled my hand around his neck and pulled the angel to my chest. I cupped his pale face and brought it closer to mine. I also leaned down to reach his.
I peck him lightly on his lips, he chuckled.
“Why so quick, Kou-chan? A longer one, please?” He playfully pleaded to me. But instead of waiting for my reaction, he was the one who initiated the next kiss.
He grabbed my collar and pulled me. Our lips met and we kissed, lips brushing each other and exchanging our warm breath.
“I always love your kiss… It’s so sweet….” He whispered between the kiss.
I answered him with deepening our kiss.
“Hmmm…” he curved his lips to a smile and open his mouth to let me enter him.
After we lost our breath, we both pulled away.
He smiled, I smiled.
“Nee Kou… our first kiss.. was also in this park.”
“You were so helplessly cute that day.” I admitted.
“And you looked like a beast.” He pouted.
“But you love that beast.” I teased.
“Hey!” He playfully whacked me, but his whack was too weak, even for just a playful whack. It felt like gust of wind.
“But I was glad that the kiss turned to be very sweet.. instead of a pervert-like.” He said.
“And not to forget the falling sakura that made our kiss sweeter.” I poked his cheek.
He smiled.
We shared our first kiss under the sakura storm. It was beautiful and magnificent. It felt like a fairy tale that came true. How could I forget something so wonderful?
“Kiss me again, will you?”
I bent down again, and kiss him.
“Nee Kou… our first argument.. was also in this park.”
“You were jealous of Hikaru….. I couldn’t believe it.” I faked my whining.
“Because you were too close with him!” He argued.
I sighed.
“Okay okay… it was a very very last year problem, okay. You and Hikaru now are also getting along very well..”
“Hmm…” Inoo nodded. “And Kou, do you remember that night? When we did some stargazing?”
“Yep. We camp here, and you slept inside my sleeping bag! It was supposed to be for one person only, but you forced it!”
“But I want to sleep in you embrace, Kou.” He pouted. “Even so… that was one of the best night in my life….” Kei trailed off.
Yes. It was also one of the best nights in my life, Kei…..
I really love your figure that looked up to the dark sky and watching the stars glowing above your head. And the truth is I was the happiest man on earth when you suddenly snuggled to my sleeping bag, because I really want to be able to embrace you until I fall asleep.
“So many…. Has happened since that day, ne….” Kei said with a very longing tone, like he was feeling very lonely.
Yes… so many has happened.
“So many memories….” He looked down. “But will never be enough, Kou….” He then faced me, his eyes full of sadness and loneliness. But, what I see the most in his eyes was fear.
It will never be, Kei.
“I always want to make good memories.. with you, Kou.. Only you…” He claimed and in an instant, I was already in his embrace, he tried his best to hug me tightly, I could feel his struggle. However, his hug felt so loose, like he was very weak to begin with.
I love you.. I love you……. I always want to be with you.
“I always want to be with you….” He shutted his eyes and whispered, his voice crack, like he was about to cry. “I always want good memories with you…. And hold them inside my heart….” He whispered again, and now the crack in his voice even clearer. He choked and coughed. And I could felt a warm water drop on my cheek.
We can make it, Kei… We can make more good memories….
I know you can make it!
He cried.
What’s the point of reminiscing the past…. Kei?
I moved my hand to the back of his head and pulled him to my chest until he was in my embrace. I hug him tightly, and he cried on my chest.
I hold back my tears, not wanting to worsen the atmosphere.
“Kou…. Will you be lonely….?” Kei asked me in between his tears. He sounded very hurt and lonely.
Will I be..?
“No.” I answered him sternly.
“Eh..?” He asked.
“Because…. You will always be here….” I kissed his head and buried my head on his hair. I closed my eyes and shut them very tight, preventing my stubborn tears to fall. I tighten the hug and his cry even getting louder.
I always want to be with you Kei….
“Kou… Kou….” He cried calling my name. He grabbed the back of my clothes and gripped it tightly, I hug him even tighter that I was afraid he might broke.
I also felt a pang in my heart, listening to his cry.. But I cannot do anything to stop him. Since he has the right… to feel sad. But he doesn’t deserve to be sad.
“Kou…. Do you think we can go here again next year….?” His voice shaking.
“Yes… we will still be here…” I caressed his hair, soothing him.
But the pain and the scream in my heart still won’t be soothed.
“Are you…. Sure?” He released the hug and looked up, searching for my eyes.
I opened my eyes and looked at him, deeply in his dark eyes.
He noticed my teary eyes and he frowned.
“Yes… I am sure.” My voice betrayed me. Although I tried my best not to broke, but it did. But then I smiled, reassuring him.
Kei seemed to understand me very well. His tears finally stopped flowing like a river, and now only droplets falling from his eyes. He smiled despite of the tears.
“Thank you… Kou….” He sit calmly again next to me and rest his head again on my shoulder.
We sat again in silence, watching the snow falling in the park. Watching the snow slowly falling on us. One of the snow falling on Inoo’s pale cheek, and it really looked like the white snow belonged to Kei.. since they were both looked the same color. The snow then melt on Kei and flew through his cheek, just like a tear.
I ruffling his head non-stop. Feeling the smoothness he had and sending him my warmth through my hand.
“Kou…” Kei finally spoke up.
“Yes, my love?”
“I am….. tired…………….” He said.
I bit my lip.
No…. don’t.
“Shhh…. Shhh……..” I ruffled his hair gently.
“Let me… sleep…… for a while….. Kou…….” I peeked over to him and found his tears start falling again.
No… please… don’t….
I pulled him from my shoulder to my chest again.
“Shhh… sshhhh…..”
“Thank you……. Kou…… for every…..thing…..”
No…. not now….. not now please……
“Kou… good….by-“
“Shhhhh!” I placed my finger on his lips to prevent him from talking too far.
“There’s no goodbye… Kei……”
He looked up to see my face and smiled at how painful my face is.
“Yes…. There’s no goodbye……… Kou……..”
He snuggled back to my chest and hug me.
“It’s… a good night…. then…….”
“Hmm…” I sniffed. I caressed his cheek which was already felt so cold.
“Good…. Night….. Kou…………………”
He released a very long and warm breath before he finally closed his eyes which full of warmth.. and full of life.
We don't say goodbye
Thank you for today too
So just say good night
The many memories
I want to hold them inside this heart
And send you off
Until you can't be seen...
Let me say good.night...
My stubborn tears finally fall from its socket. It dropped right to Kei’s cheek… giving warmth to the cold atmosphere… and to the already cold body of yours.
Yes Kei… Good night………
-owari-
A/N: this is another fail angsty-but-not-so-angst angst. lol, what am i talking about?
Just enjoy it ne~