hey guys
hey guys...so....hmm...
ok so heres the deal:: i am giving myself one week to decide whether or not to quit dance team. yes, this time next week, i might not be on dance team anymore. ok you guys, so i know ive thought about this before, but now im REALLY considering it. so...yeah...i think maybe its because since i've been in leadership, i just realize how much i dont get to do, ya know? I'm sick of the pressure and the stress, the clothes, the practices, the mornings, the fact that i dread mondays and wednesdays, the performances, the competitions, im just sick of it. AHHH!!! and im sick of NEVER being able to do green and gold days because we have to wear stupid DT clothes. And....i guess i just assumed that i would be on dance team all four years. I never really realized that it was my coice, and that if i dont want to do it or if i didnt like it...then i didnt have to do it. I need to keep telling myself that whatever i do - i have to do it for me - not anyone else. ok...im gonna talk to one of the captains about it tonight. peace out.
ok so heres the deal:: i am giving myself one week to decide whether or not to quit dance team. yes, this time next week, i might not be on dance team anymore. ok you guys, so i know ive thought about this before, but now im REALLY considering it. so...yeah...i think maybe its because since i've been in leadership, i just realize how much i dont get to do, ya know? I'm sick of the pressure and the stress, the clothes, the practices, the mornings, the fact that i dread mondays and wednesdays, the performances, the competitions, im just sick of it. AHHH!!! and im sick of NEVER being able to do green and gold days because we have to wear stupid DT clothes. And....i guess i just assumed that i would be on dance team all four years. I never really realized that it was my coice, and that if i dont want to do it or if i didnt like it...then i didnt have to do it. I need to keep telling myself that whatever i do - i have to do it for me - not anyone else. ok...im gonna talk to one of the captains about it tonight. peace out.