chase nikolas smith I LOVE YOU BABY!
well sunday the weather was so crappy. so we decided not to go to the park. and chase and his 2 cousins visiting from alabama and i went to ocala for the day. it was a lot of fun :)
this coming saturday is 6 months for chase and i.. so we're going to go pick out some pretty presents together :)
today's been a rough day though. hopefully it ends okay... i still have another hour before i find out how it's gonna end. :-/ but all i know is that i love chase so much. and i'm not giving him up for anything. we're gonna make it work if it kills us! i love that about us :)
dude saturday night i FLIPPED out on my stepdad SOO hardcore haha he said something about being my parent and i was like STEPPARENT and he FLIPPED out on me! so i told him i hated him and a bunch of otehr shit and we went to bed so pissed at each other. then when i woke up the next morning, the weather was so shitty out and i was like OH MESS this is gonna be a BAD day but i found a note under my door from my stepdad saying how he was sorry and he loved me and then i opened my door and there was flowers sitting there. it was the SWEETEST thing he's ever done and even though he can be a total asshole sometimes, i know he really cares about me and i love him to death. he treats me like one of his own children and he takes care of my mom so well and i am just grateful :)
and the BEST news is that ceciley and i talked about things and worked everything out and LET ME TELL YOU i am so glad for that. she is so important to me. she's more then my best friend, she's just like my sister and that's why we argue so much.. but we decided to never let anything get between our friendship and i'm happy about taht. i have no freeken clue what i'd do w/o her!!! :) i love you ceciley ann titus MUAH!
All I know is what I feel when I look into your eyes
this coming saturday is 6 months for chase and i.. so we're going to go pick out some pretty presents together :)
today's been a rough day though. hopefully it ends okay... i still have another hour before i find out how it's gonna end. :-/ but all i know is that i love chase so much. and i'm not giving him up for anything. we're gonna make it work if it kills us! i love that about us :)
dude saturday night i FLIPPED out on my stepdad SOO hardcore haha he said something about being my parent and i was like STEPPARENT and he FLIPPED out on me! so i told him i hated him and a bunch of otehr shit and we went to bed so pissed at each other. then when i woke up the next morning, the weather was so shitty out and i was like OH MESS this is gonna be a BAD day but i found a note under my door from my stepdad saying how he was sorry and he loved me and then i opened my door and there was flowers sitting there. it was the SWEETEST thing he's ever done and even though he can be a total asshole sometimes, i know he really cares about me and i love him to death. he treats me like one of his own children and he takes care of my mom so well and i am just grateful :)
and the BEST news is that ceciley and i talked about things and worked everything out and LET ME TELL YOU i am so glad for that. she is so important to me. she's more then my best friend, she's just like my sister and that's why we argue so much.. but we decided to never let anything get between our friendship and i'm happy about taht. i have no freeken clue what i'd do w/o her!!! :) i love you ceciley ann titus MUAH!
All I know is what I feel when I look into your eyes