awe man................

[nikel_ironpikel]

I am feeling totally depressed today. I woke up from a "bad dream" and have been off set ever since. I am really feeling crappy about myself, and i know its because i need to get my ass to the gym. but when i feel this way i just dont want to. i need to fricken start taking my st johns wart so i wont be so sad. i also dont have time for bull shit. and jakes family gives me a head ache. i wish i could pick who his family was. girrrrrrrrrr but i cant. duh. i am hating my hair lately its grown enough to look almost trashy with the copery blond and roots. i dont like that so much. so i am thinking of going all the dark brown. but i shoudnt do it today or i'd be dyed black and shaved off. and thats not cute. but i am not feeling cute.

if there ever was a song that fit me more i dont know what it would be

"High Of 75"

We were talking together
I said, "what's up with this weather?"
Don't know whether or not
How sad I just got
Was of my own volition.
Or if I'm just missing the sun

And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun.

[Chorus:]
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
Their control over the sky

And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I

And now I'm sunny with a High
of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive

[Chorus]

And the temperature is freezing
And then, after dark,
There is a cold frost sweeping
In over my heart

And we might break up
If I don't wake up to the sun

[Chorus]

Sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light (made it light)

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be...
Alive