Bad mood
I (hand)wrote this post few days ago but I couldn't login to Lj from my mobile, then my mood got better and I forgot about it.
Now I'm feeling bad again. Not like that day but still bad. And this post is still valid too. So, here it is...
~ I'm feeling bad. I'm feeling "evil". I have bad thoughts about people I used to love. Actually, I still love them, in some way, but I can't help but think I am a... Something really heavy on them, on their group (... I still can say our group?).
It's not only about diifferent interestes...
I always explain my self in a so wrong way...
I'm paranoid too, yeah, I know. I wouldn't say they don't feel some affection for me - I hope they don't lie so much, not totally - but I'm feeling like I haven't any more the same "role".
Oh, well, it's more than a feeling. Rebecca Adler (from House's pilot. Yeah, a fictional character) said: "People aren't what they say but what they do". If she has right... It's not just a feeling.
I should be used. I actually should be used but it's sad anyway.
Luckily, I'm not alone. ♥
Now I'm feeling bad again. Not like that day but still bad. And this post is still valid too. So, here it is...
~ I'm feeling bad. I'm feeling "evil". I have bad thoughts about people I used to love. Actually, I still love them, in some way, but I can't help but think I am a... Something really heavy on them, on their group (... I still can say our group?).
It's not only about diifferent interestes...
I always explain my self in a so wrong way...
I'm paranoid too, yeah, I know. I wouldn't say they don't feel some affection for me - I hope they don't lie so much, not totally - but I'm feeling like I haven't any more the same "role".
Oh, well, it's more than a feeling. Rebecca Adler (from House's pilot. Yeah, a fictional character) said: "People aren't what they say but what they do". If she has right... It's not just a feeling.
I should be used. I actually should be used but it's sad anyway.
Luckily, I'm not alone. ♥