Now what?
I have done some pretty shitty things recently and in doing so allowed myself to be treated like the worst scum of the earth by someone I loved. Notice I say "loved" as in past tense. All this time I though I still loved him, but I don't anymore. I love the person he used to be, the person I fell in love with 4 years ago, but I in no way love the person he has become. I will no longer be made a whore of. I am done. There is nothing left of what used to be, what used to be good. So now what do I do?