We only part to meet again...
[mood:
Torn fucking apart!]
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
~Theodor Seuss Geisel
OK, so I might make some misspellings here since I barely see the keypad.*crying*
Today was the day of my BFF leaving to live in Austria. I was kinda refusing to get it into my head since the morning but the unavoidable has finally arrived. Fuck! I know I shouldn't be such a drama queen coz she's moving ONLY to Vienna. It's so close, only one border away with not more that 800km away, still I feel like I've been torn to pieces. Did I say FUCK! Jeez I sound so fucking selfish! There are far worse tragedies in life. Irreversible ones. I just...we've seen each other EVERYDAY! We ended each other's sentenses. She knows me like no one else. NO ONE! Talking on the phone or meeting once in a while will not be the same. I know it. I also already know that bit by bit I will be loosing her...FUCK! I'm sure if I met her a year from now it's still be like we've never been apart but I don't wanna see her in a year. I wanna see her tomorrow, and day after tomorrow, and then the next day...
I won't be boring you any longer with this cry baby stuff. Just want you to know I might be absent for a couple of days here coz I'll be wallowing in despair OR I might as well posting like crazy just to forget. Anyhow, I love you all dearly!
Nika
ETA: Where is the "good" in goodbye?
Torn fucking apart!]
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
~Theodor Seuss Geisel
OK, so I might make some misspellings here since I barely see the keypad.*crying*
Today was the day of my BFF leaving to live in Austria. I was kinda refusing to get it into my head since the morning but the unavoidable has finally arrived. Fuck! I know I shouldn't be such a drama queen coz she's moving ONLY to Vienna. It's so close, only one border away with not more that 800km away, still I feel like I've been torn to pieces. Did I say FUCK! Jeez I sound so fucking selfish! There are far worse tragedies in life. Irreversible ones. I just...we've seen each other EVERYDAY! We ended each other's sentenses. She knows me like no one else. NO ONE! Talking on the phone or meeting once in a while will not be the same. I know it. I also already know that bit by bit I will be loosing her...FUCK! I'm sure if I met her a year from now it's still be like we've never been apart but I don't wanna see her in a year. I wanna see her tomorrow, and day after tomorrow, and then the next day...
I won't be boring you any longer with this cry baby stuff. Just want you to know I might be absent for a couple of days here coz I'll be wallowing in despair OR I might as well posting like crazy just to forget. Anyhow, I love you all dearly!
Nika
ETA: Where is the "good" in goodbye?