Dear Nagatsuma Reo aka my sweet EoEo,
Hi dear, how are you? Have you been eat well? Have you been rest well? I want to know because I miss you so damn much you know.
I heard about that thing this morning. Not believe it in the beginning. Believe me, I don’t believe it from the bottom of my heart. I even check the Jweb to make sure that you are still here. And I found it. Seven of you guys, I still Found you all pictures on Jweb. Even just for a minute, it’s made my heart warm.
Later, I accidentally read one of my friend post about you guys. Still not believe it of course, but I don’t know how to runaway from reality anymore after I open my twitter for the first time in this few days. Seven of you are the worst.
It’s hurt me so damn bad you know. Tried my best to go through the day as usually, even tho my heart is broken into pieces. The pain is real. And I don’t even remember when is the last time my heart hurt this damn bad.
I know it’s not a big surprise anymore. Even just for a second I did thought that you guys will eventually make this decision. But still, I still believe in Love-Tune. Still believe have faith on you guys. And even now, I still trying to believe in Love-Tune.
Still believe that one day Love-Tune will be the back dancers for KAT-TUN. Still believe that Love-Tune one day will singing on JCD. Still believe that one day seven of you will debut as Love-Tune. That one day I’ll go watch you guys concert and I’ll screaming your name as loud as I can so you can hear it from the stage.
Because I love you guys, I have no doubt on Love-Tune.
Well, there’s nothing I can do right?
Except keep loving and support you all. Yes I do sad, and disappointed, and angry, and everything. But still, I love seven of you. As an Idol and as a Human.
I know you carry your own burden. You carry your own responsibility. Even I know it’s impossible, I want to understand your feelings.
Good bye Love-Tune. It’s nice to know such an amazing group as you.
Yasui Kentarou. Sanada Yuma. Morita Myuto. Abe Aran. Hagiya Keigo. Nagatsuma Reo. Morohoshi Shouki. Otsukaresama deshita. Thank you for your hard work. See you next time. Now and forever I’ll always love you guys.
Now,
NAGATSUMA REOOOOOO!!!!..... YOU MY BRAT!! HOW DARE YOU!!!??..... HOW DARE YOU NAGATSUMA REO!!!...... AAARRGGHHHHH!!!!!...... SOMEONE PLEASE PINCH THIS BOY CHEEKS FOR ME!!!!..... AAAHHHHH………………..
You such a stupid boy!!.. And I’m here think that I can trust you!!!....
You hurt my feelings so fucking bad. Ma lil boi. Ma presies EoEo. You totally have no idea how hurtful is this to hear that you leave.
IT’S HURT SO FUCKING BAD DUDE!!!.....
I love you. You’re special one for me. I wish, I really wish you know how precious you for me and how much love I have for you. You are my son. Ma presies EoEo.
The funny things for me is that I can let Love-Tune go with open heart, but not with you young man.
Yasui and Sanada is old and mature enough to make their own decision, but you….. You’re only twenty. You dumb and clumsy. You sometimes become too soft and overthinking everything. I can’t trust you to walking alone in this cruel world dear. I love you too much.
ARRRGGHHHHH!!!!........ Ok fine. Yes! I admit it that I don’t want you to leave Johnny’s because I STILL WANT you to be able stand in the same stage and live in the same world as Ueda. Yes! I don’t want you to get separated from Ueda. Yes! I want to see you two run together once again. Yes! I want you to talk about how amazing is your senpai Ueda Tatsuya when he mentoring you back then. I want you to talked about him. I want you to singing his song. I want to see you seeing Ueda with love and admired in your eyes. I want you to proving to the world that Ueda Tatsuya is so damn kind and sweet on the inside.
Reo, I want you to stay close with Ueda dear.
Because I love both you in the same amount but in the different way. But still, love is love. And it’s always painful when someone you love the most hurting you feelings.
Deep down in my heart. I believe you. I believe your decision. Yes you might be dumb, but I believe you. I have faith on you Nagatsuma Reo.
I love you. I will always support you. Now and forever.
You are my son and nothing can change my mind.
I wishing for you to get the best thing in this world. Wishing you to be happy. Wishing you to stay strong doesn’t matter what will happen. Because I just simply love you.
I know you probably will never read this. But I wish I can send my love for you and for Love-Tune. Take care of yourself properly ok. Eat well. Rest well. I will always loving you from here. I love you.
Everyone have their own journey.
And every journey have it’s own scenery.
I’m enjoying mine.
I wish you enjoying yours as well.