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Every time I miss him. I come online to tell him so, to bare part of my soul to him, to show him how pathetic I am. But I never get that far. I see him with his new girlfriend and smile a bittersweet smile that I can feel breaking my heart all over again and push down the urge.
I went to find his shirt last night. Searched every inch of my room and I cannot for the life of me find it. I just wanted tangible proof that once someone had loved me...or at least cared about me. But it's lost. I wonder if that's a sign.
I wonder if I'll ever truly get over him.
And I wonder what he'd do if he knew how much of my life I've dedicated to him.
I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew how long I've waited for him.
How I still wait.
I went to find his shirt last night. Searched every inch of my room and I cannot for the life of me find it. I just wanted tangible proof that once someone had loved me...or at least cared about me. But it's lost. I wonder if that's a sign.
I wonder if I'll ever truly get over him.
And I wonder what he'd do if he knew how much of my life I've dedicated to him.
I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew how long I've waited for him.
How I still wait.