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[nik_s]

i think the only reason i havent quit my job is that i need money for the stupid shit i want

i think the only reason i havent gone insane is that i am too worried of what people will think

i think the only reason i havent been screaming my lungs out is because i am embarassed

i think the only reason i am still living here is because i hate rules

i think the only reason i am still alive is because im in love

i think the only reason i am posting this is because i hate feeling like this, maybe saying it will help