well this made me feel a little better. Jenns blog.
Where do you draw the line?
Friends are great...great friends are few and far between...are your friends worth bending your beliefs for? does it depend on the situation? or the friend?
say you promised yourself you'd never go to a sorority party but some lameass invited your friend who begged you to go...do you not go knowing you'll have a bad time? or go knowing your friend will have a bad time and you can leave together and laugh about the bad judgement later?
or if you really hated clowns and your friends life long dream was to go to the circus? do you go knowing youll want to keep some pepper spray in your pocket in case those big shoed basturds try and touch you but that its what your friend wants?
what if your friend wanted you to do something you really really didn't want to do? and it would make their pain go away? would you do it? even if you said you never would and will probably kick yourself in the face after? would you do it?
there's something i really really don't want to do i don't think it'll help and ill be a total conformist for doing it but i dont know if i can...
i dont have many friends anymore...it seems the people i meet arent as far up in maturity as i am and are lame and pathetic and being stupid and seem to be obsessed with having as many "friends" as possible...but this one is up in the air...i lost a friend once and it wasn't pretty and ill never have that person back and i dont know what to do about this one...
if i lose said friend it'll only be the 2nd one ive lost whom ill actually give a s hit about the other ones come and go but people who really stand out to me are few and far between...
well i don't fucking know what to do...except that i dont want to fuck this one up!
Atleast I know she cares and is giving this a good thinking about. wouldnt be able to tell that by how she talks to me.
Friends are great...great friends are few and far between...are your friends worth bending your beliefs for? does it depend on the situation? or the friend?
say you promised yourself you'd never go to a sorority party but some lameass invited your friend who begged you to go...do you not go knowing you'll have a bad time? or go knowing your friend will have a bad time and you can leave together and laugh about the bad judgement later?
or if you really hated clowns and your friends life long dream was to go to the circus? do you go knowing youll want to keep some pepper spray in your pocket in case those big shoed basturds try and touch you but that its what your friend wants?
what if your friend wanted you to do something you really really didn't want to do? and it would make their pain go away? would you do it? even if you said you never would and will probably kick yourself in the face after? would you do it?
there's something i really really don't want to do i don't think it'll help and ill be a total conformist for doing it but i dont know if i can...
i dont have many friends anymore...it seems the people i meet arent as far up in maturity as i am and are lame and pathetic and being stupid and seem to be obsessed with having as many "friends" as possible...but this one is up in the air...i lost a friend once and it wasn't pretty and ill never have that person back and i dont know what to do about this one...
if i lose said friend it'll only be the 2nd one ive lost whom ill actually give a s hit about the other ones come and go but people who really stand out to me are few and far between...
well i don't fucking know what to do...except that i dont want to fuck this one up!
Atleast I know she cares and is giving this a good thinking about. wouldnt be able to tell that by how she talks to me.