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Welp. This past week has had its ups and downs, but yeah I'll just start with today. Too lazy to type everything about last week. So here goes. This morning was my brother's graduation. Awe. Look at him, he's growing. *sniffle* Lol looked all spiffy and shit dressed in this bright blue dress shirt and dress pants, ooh cant forget the tie. The grad itself was boring as helllllll.... I was spacing the entire time. It was bad, the first thought I had this morning was that my gramma wasn't going to be there. Well the first thought was to call her and tell her where to meet us. How fucked up is that? Yeah freaked me out too. Ya'll can send me to the insane asyullum whenever ya like. But honestly, it sucked hardcore knowing that she got to see me grad, but not my brother. Yeahhh my mom was having a hard time too. Was texting me thruout the ceremony. hah she was bored too. Sat with my mom, brad, Jesse, my dad, and his parents. Brittany was there too with her bf. Cute guy, but I think Brad and my mom thought badly of him cuz he has like iced out earrings baggy pants and is mexican. Whatever. Mom said she looked like a whore. Her shirt was a bit whorish, but her hair looked pretty all curly and scrunched. Anyway, they couldnt sit with us cuz I didnt save enough room. After the grad, we went to Subway and got us some sandwiches. Had to leave right when I got home to go up to GV to watch some dude take some finals. Was there til 2. Almost made up for the 2 hours I missed this morning. Was nice being able to sleep til 730. lmao how sad... Got a lot of reading done in 2nd Chance. Such a good book. Freakin A, crazy shit. I love it. I heart the crazy shit. Got home and my mom had made my bed while I was gone. Awe. lol laid down and read some more, ended up taking an hour and 15 min nap. hah. Cant help napping when its all cool in my room and I got my comfy pillows. Woke up and in about an hour I get to go out with my family for grad celebration. Then out with the girls for ice cream. Half for ellyn leaving and half for rachels late late late bday.
Cant believe Ellyn is leaving already. I dont know where the time went, I really don't. I think I'm still in denial, which is so not cool. Hate how I do that. I probably won't cry either, even tho I suck hardcore at goodbyes. I just dont let the reality hit me until its over. I dont like how I do that. It blows. So yeah I'll probably be all upset tomorrow...or sometime over the weekend, so if I dont seem like myself, thats why. Dealing with crap. *nod* Least things with my mom are better, thank God. I honestly regret pushing her away all these years. Crappy, but it was all I knew how to do. So yeah enough of the depressing crap....Im off!
Cant believe Ellyn is leaving already. I dont know where the time went, I really don't. I think I'm still in denial, which is so not cool. Hate how I do that. I probably won't cry either, even tho I suck hardcore at goodbyes. I just dont let the reality hit me until its over. I dont like how I do that. It blows. So yeah I'll probably be all upset tomorrow...or sometime over the weekend, so if I dont seem like myself, thats why. Dealing with crap. *nod* Least things with my mom are better, thank God. I honestly regret pushing her away all these years. Crappy, but it was all I knew how to do. So yeah enough of the depressing crap....Im off!