stop this crazy nonsense
I guess you could say that everything is going quite well for me at this moment. I mean, track has taken a huge jump to the next step...for those who didn't know, I qualified for the NCAA meet in Arkansas in March with my weight throw of 61'6". This puts me 23rd in the country, so after reading this I guess one would understand why I would be happy. I WILL get my ass cleaned at the meet, but it is always good to have made it. Besides I am not pushing 350lbs like most, and I am not on steroids despite some peoples' beliefs. Anyways, with all of this good news I just I question why I am not completely happy right now.
School is the usual; however, it is flying by quickly. Not that the end of the semester does not sound pleasing, but I am starting to be a little worried about the end of April and the months of May and June. For a couple of reasons:
1. end of my track career (I want it to end very well. I put a lot of time into it, and I would like for it to pay off)
2. wisdom teeth (drugs sound great....ripping my teeth out....not so good)
3. apartment (big step for me....not just living away from my parents...for other reasons, you know what they are)
4. job (who doesn't worry about money?)
Such a typical thing for a woman to do is to worry about things that are not coming up very soon. Damnit...well at least I'm trying to think ahead of time. I don't know, I guess it is all just driving me a little nuts at the moment. Nothing to crazy though; everyone still thinks I'm sane.
On a final note, school and track are going great right now....everything else sometimes gets me down, but I'm sure it will pick up.
later gators!
School is the usual; however, it is flying by quickly. Not that the end of the semester does not sound pleasing, but I am starting to be a little worried about the end of April and the months of May and June. For a couple of reasons:
1. end of my track career (I want it to end very well. I put a lot of time into it, and I would like for it to pay off)
2. wisdom teeth (drugs sound great....ripping my teeth out....not so good)
3. apartment (big step for me....not just living away from my parents...for other reasons, you know what they are)
4. job (who doesn't worry about money?)
Such a typical thing for a woman to do is to worry about things that are not coming up very soon. Damnit...well at least I'm trying to think ahead of time. I don't know, I guess it is all just driving me a little nuts at the moment. Nothing to crazy though; everyone still thinks I'm sane.
On a final note, school and track are going great right now....everything else sometimes gets me down, but I'm sure it will pick up.
later gators!