Time.
When you are young time doesn't matter. Time means nothing to you, except maybe that you want time to move faster, so you can be older sooner. I realized today that time is moving by too fast. My baby is growing up to fast, and I'm getting older too fast, and I just want things to go slow. I want to enjoy my life.
Sometimes people make me angry. I just wish everyone could know what it feels like to be a mother, to be more mature, to get on with their life. Sometimes I wish people would just grow up. Stop being children. Stop pretending to be something they aren't. Stop lying to people. Stop lying to themselves. Most people think they are mature. That they are adults. That they know everything. Nobody knows everything. Not me. And not even you.
I'm done ranting. I'm just so angry. About everything. I never knew what love was until I had a baby. Love is willing to do anything for somebody. Anything. And until you REALLY mean that, you have no idea.
Done.
-Nik
Sometimes people make me angry. I just wish everyone could know what it feels like to be a mother, to be more mature, to get on with their life. Sometimes I wish people would just grow up. Stop being children. Stop pretending to be something they aren't. Stop lying to people. Stop lying to themselves. Most people think they are mature. That they are adults. That they know everything. Nobody knows everything. Not me. And not even you.
I'm done ranting. I'm just so angry. About everything. I never knew what love was until I had a baby. Love is willing to do anything for somebody. Anything. And until you REALLY mean that, you have no idea.
Done.
-Nik