Hmmm...
I'm going to Kentucky next weekend, to see Tracy, of course. I'm really nervous about leaving Madi alone for two days. I'm gonna miss her.
She is 6 months old now. (Time goes by sooo fast.) She can sit up on her own, and is just..so much fun. She grabs everything in sight. She loves to play, and laugh, and shes just so damn cute. Shes on a great schedule, and sleeps really great at night. She loves to take baths, and has met every milestone on time. Today, I was holding her hands while she stood up, and she moved her feet a few steps forward. I was amazed. I love her.
Don't you hate it when a couple is all lovey in public? Not like, PDA, but like..saying things that make you go "Oh, thats retarded." Like "You are my little pumpkin dumpkin, and I miss you like flowers miss rain when you aren't near me."
It really makes me want to choke them. Maybe its just me.
Matt is staying at my house for the time being. He is applying at DC and hopefully a few welding places, since he does have a degree in welding. We are doing good.
Jason stopped by a few days ago and handed me a letter, then walked away. It was basically telling me how all this is my fault and how I'm a bitch and a whore and stuff. Great fun to read. He also told me he wasn't going to take "any rights or priveledges(a.k.a privileges) for our child." Which I basically translated as he doesn't want to see her. I hope he realizes he still has to pay child support.
It really ticks me off sometimes when I get to thinking about it. Hell, it makes two to make a baby, and it should take two people to care for it. It was hard not getting any help those first few months when she didn't sleep through the night. My mom helped me, but only during the day. Now I don't really need help, because shes such a good baby. But diapers cost money, and so does baby food. It can be expensive taking care of a baby, and he has never bought one thing for her. She doesn't even know who he is. At this rate she never will, and when I think about it is a bit sad. Connie takes her almost every Saturday for the day, and he doesn't even go see her over at her house.
Enough ranting. I shampooed our carpet a few days ago. It was good stuff. I don't know why, but it was really fun to me. Maybe I'm just weird.
Not much more going on, except I'm going to bed.
Done.
-Nik
She is 6 months old now. (Time goes by sooo fast.) She can sit up on her own, and is just..so much fun. She grabs everything in sight. She loves to play, and laugh, and shes just so damn cute. Shes on a great schedule, and sleeps really great at night. She loves to take baths, and has met every milestone on time. Today, I was holding her hands while she stood up, and she moved her feet a few steps forward. I was amazed. I love her.
Don't you hate it when a couple is all lovey in public? Not like, PDA, but like..saying things that make you go "Oh, thats retarded." Like "You are my little pumpkin dumpkin, and I miss you like flowers miss rain when you aren't near me."
It really makes me want to choke them. Maybe its just me.
Matt is staying at my house for the time being. He is applying at DC and hopefully a few welding places, since he does have a degree in welding. We are doing good.
Jason stopped by a few days ago and handed me a letter, then walked away. It was basically telling me how all this is my fault and how I'm a bitch and a whore and stuff. Great fun to read. He also told me he wasn't going to take "any rights or priveledges(a.k.a privileges) for our child." Which I basically translated as he doesn't want to see her. I hope he realizes he still has to pay child support.
It really ticks me off sometimes when I get to thinking about it. Hell, it makes two to make a baby, and it should take two people to care for it. It was hard not getting any help those first few months when she didn't sleep through the night. My mom helped me, but only during the day. Now I don't really need help, because shes such a good baby. But diapers cost money, and so does baby food. It can be expensive taking care of a baby, and he has never bought one thing for her. She doesn't even know who he is. At this rate she never will, and when I think about it is a bit sad. Connie takes her almost every Saturday for the day, and he doesn't even go see her over at her house.
Enough ranting. I shampooed our carpet a few days ago. It was good stuff. I don't know why, but it was really fun to me. Maybe I'm just weird.
Not much more going on, except I'm going to bed.
Done.
-Nik