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Today is the last day i'll be writing in my journal for a couple of days. Maybe it will give a juvenile some time to get their act together. So far my day should be amazing, two classes were canceled BUT i've been working on this paper for god knows how long and its horrible. Went to the piercing place with Amy, saw a sick N. ring but whos broke? that would be me. Later on i'm going to swelter under lights and pick up my bracelet. Might apply to Pacsun, since this tutoring thing isn't working out. Im not to fond of little obnoxious children. I will soon figure out that things never change.
catch me as i fall
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and i fall into myself
this truth drives me into madness
i know i can stop the pain
if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
i'm frightened by what i see
but somehow i know
that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be blinded by tears
i can stop the pain
if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me i fear
she beckons me shall i give in
upon my end shall i begin
forsaking all i've fallen for
i rise to meet the end