A Dream I Had
I do not write much in this journal but i thought i might today. Just a dream i had which, really made me think a little about someone i loved and he right now, is having family issues but i dunno, its hard for me to explain.
The dream started in my place, unfortunatly, my brother room which is very weird, a day i had to go to work, afternoonish. I was on my brothers bed with a guy, hmm, his reflection was blonde hair, blue eyes, he was much taller then I and he had a nice smile when he did smile of cource and his skin was soft also, it was nice to touch. Well with being in the room with him, sitting on the bed and all, nect to him quite closely, my best friend Jules was there. Yesh Jules you were involved. >_>;; Well we were taking, over watching TV, i seemed to be more generally interested in able to be close to him and i was rubbing his leg and his hands gently, a lot, which was un-usual for someone like me who tends to keep contact in small sessions. Jules seemed to be speaking a lot also to him and i was also.
A while after, he got up, so did Jules and i dunno, he rushed over and kissed her, creating a pool of jealiousy with me and i went out yet no one followed... after the door had closed and i was in my room, hurridly getting ready for work, thats why i said, at the start involved me going to work. My mother called Jules out, saying she had to go home and then, she came out without wearing the jeans she started with and he, the guy, came out also his pants were unbuckled and seeing that amde me cry and i went to my room for a while before confronting Jules and the guy, by yelling "Why did you do that to me, you knew i liked him, i loved him" that line was very distinct within my dream. After, she disappeared, i dunno what happened to the guy though.
Sidetracking from that one, somehow Jamie got into it, i kicked her ass for some reason, Jacee appeared and i spoke to her and told her to get lost them the alarm went off.
Dispite the last part, thinking of it made me upset a little, i guess dreams do that in ways, since i have no one, yet i think of a special someone all the time now, i kinda think its linked to him and after having had this dream, i wish he understood how much I loved him and i wish he did not leave for silly reasons, i know family issues can be tough, but i wish i could help him. Yet he feels the lonley journey alone is better. Fair enough.
Some Quizzes and shit O.o;
Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]
Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]
YOUR SO INDIE...you know a new band about every
week and love making mixtapes, you have few
friends that have good taste and music and the
rest just suck
labels suck! but which one are YOU?
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The dream started in my place, unfortunatly, my brother room which is very weird, a day i had to go to work, afternoonish. I was on my brothers bed with a guy, hmm, his reflection was blonde hair, blue eyes, he was much taller then I and he had a nice smile when he did smile of cource and his skin was soft also, it was nice to touch. Well with being in the room with him, sitting on the bed and all, nect to him quite closely, my best friend Jules was there. Yesh Jules you were involved. >_>;; Well we were taking, over watching TV, i seemed to be more generally interested in able to be close to him and i was rubbing his leg and his hands gently, a lot, which was un-usual for someone like me who tends to keep contact in small sessions. Jules seemed to be speaking a lot also to him and i was also.
A while after, he got up, so did Jules and i dunno, he rushed over and kissed her, creating a pool of jealiousy with me and i went out yet no one followed... after the door had closed and i was in my room, hurridly getting ready for work, thats why i said, at the start involved me going to work. My mother called Jules out, saying she had to go home and then, she came out without wearing the jeans she started with and he, the guy, came out also his pants were unbuckled and seeing that amde me cry and i went to my room for a while before confronting Jules and the guy, by yelling "Why did you do that to me, you knew i liked him, i loved him" that line was very distinct within my dream. After, she disappeared, i dunno what happened to the guy though.
Sidetracking from that one, somehow Jamie got into it, i kicked her ass for some reason, Jacee appeared and i spoke to her and told her to get lost them the alarm went off.
Dispite the last part, thinking of it made me upset a little, i guess dreams do that in ways, since i have no one, yet i think of a special someone all the time now, i kinda think its linked to him and after having had this dream, i wish he understood how much I loved him and i wish he did not leave for silly reasons, i know family issues can be tough, but i wish i could help him. Yet he feels the lonley journey alone is better. Fair enough.
Some Quizzes and shit O.o;
Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]
Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]
YOUR SO INDIE...you know a new band about every
week and love making mixtapes, you have few
friends that have good taste and music and the
rest just suck
labels suck! but which one are YOU?
brought to you by Quizilla