I feel like I've neglected so much. Not just me not updating this - my online journals as you can call it. But... it feels like I've just realized things. Like I see and understand so much clearer now. Not to be emo - that's beside the point and besides I don't agree with emo and its -ings - but have you ever felt so numb in your life? Question yourself.
I have. So I can fully testify it's something that God knows I wish would never happen to anyone.
WOW!
It feels good to breath.
And how good does it feel to have someone constantly in one's mind that could drive you potentionally isane. I mean, it's getting on my nerves, but like my friend Michelle said, it's good to have someone to think about. And no matter how I would turn things around in my head, how I would smack my forehead because scenes just keep repeating in my mind, and how I just have to deny every single time, the fact remains. I think I've fallen. Not in love. But something close to it.
And because of that - this is where I will leave you for now. Other than that, I just want to share just two icons I made. It's because I've wanted to post something creative here for some time now. But then, none of my writings is ever complete. And even if I do feel creative -
deviantart is keeping me off my own artist's utensils and gaping open mouthed at people's work. How appropriate. It's about Paris. They're one and the same, and they are from a section of a photo I took when Laura and I were by the Eiffel Tower [credit if you use]: