Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them
Still hanging out with Aaron, though maybe he would tell you a different story about how much time I am spending there. I feel like the first time in a long time I am not trying to make someone else happy, or keep things exciting for them, I am just being me, for the first tie in a long time. And I like that.
Been thinking a lot about guilt and blame and am slowly starting to realize I really can not help what other people think or do. And in the end I am not going to be that person again and maybe this was all one big lesson that I should have known better about. Next time if there is one, no head first diving, more like dipping my toe in and testing before I swim. Or something like that.
So the company is awesome, and the sex is fucking amazing. And I am having a lot of fun with Aaron as well. I really do not have anything to complain about at all. Maybe just the opposite.
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Been thinking a lot about guilt and blame and am slowly starting to realize I really can not help what other people think or do. And in the end I am not going to be that person again and maybe this was all one big lesson that I should have known better about. Next time if there is one, no head first diving, more like dipping my toe in and testing before I swim. Or something like that.
So the company is awesome, and the sex is fucking amazing. And I am having a lot of fun with Aaron as well. I really do not have anything to complain about at all. Maybe just the opposite.
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