im so lost
i have no idea what is going on now, i used to think i had everything in my life set, then people just seem to turn away from me, Jessica said she is moving down here, i just got an apartment all lined up for us, but i wanna discuss it with her and the other people first, i'd love for her to be here, but i actually dont think she'll actually come, i cant mean that much to a person that she'd leave everyone she knows behind. I was ready to do that, but things didnt work out, i didnt get the job in jersey, which is fucking gay. i guess everything is happeneing for a reason, the other girls that have rejected me over this past year, maybe its for the best, maybe she is the one, we'll just wait and see if she actually comes in on that flight. wish me luck