Tired.

Apr 04, 2021 10:23

I think he is tired of me.
He is tired of having to deal with me when I am upset or when I am utterly emotional.
He distances himself when he is angry or cranky about something and gets mad at me so easily. When I react to this, he gets angrier.
When I then try to explain why I'm crying, he thinks I am only going to say what I think he wants to hear.

He used to tell me that I only say things that he wants to hear and that I also don't have an opinion of my own.
He hates it that my happiness will depend on his mood.

I feel too much. Especially when it's with him. Whatever he feels, it reflects on to me and I can't help but feel a bit of what he is feeling.
When he is upset and displaces it on me, I get upset- I don't get mad but I cry and he hates that.

I think he is tired of dealing with me.
Maybe he should just tell me how he really feels about me because it makes me feel unwanted right now. He is obviously going to say that nothing is wrong but there clearly is something but he just turns it into anger towards me.
The little things that I do will annoy him and then he would raise his voice and make me sound like I am stupid.
Maybe it is because I would ask some stupid questions.
I guess I often don't think before I ask.

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