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I'm up on time! I feel like such a good peer outreacher, because I've befriended three new kids in like, the last week! :P Granted, they're not really that shy so it wasn't that hard, but oh wells. I technically only conversed with the love of my life, but I want to befriend him. teehee.
I got the results of the standardized tests we took last year back in the mail tonight and I'm "Advanced" in both reading and math. 292/300 for math and 284/300 for math. Woohoo. I feel smart for a moment. But I'd rather not know the test scores of my friends, because I'm assuming they mostly all did better than me. I sometimes dislike having smart friends, because some of them make me feel like such a moron. Especially when they're shovy about their knowledge, which I tend not to be. It gets very frustrating because sometimes there will be days, such as Tuesday when I'm actually confident in myself enough to speak up about something I know is true, or give someone advice, and it gets shot down, and there's nothing I can do to change that persons mind, or make them you know, let me finish my sentence. On the other hand, if I hung out with people less smart than me, I'd feel like a bitch and it'd probably get old. I don't like acting stupid around people, or them thinking I'm stupid, but I can't make myself be pushy about what I know because I don't have enough confidence in what I do and do not know, and I'm not competitive enough. Gym is fun, but I feel like I keep making a fool of myself in front of a certain someone. Yeah. I think I might be getting some sort of minor crush on him. Which is just weird. Especially because my mom's been convinced we're destined to be married since I was like 8. And because I can't keep track of which of my friends likes him right now, which is dangerous, because I dont' allow myself to like someone my friends like. Or rather, I dont' allow myself to act on it. Not that I do much to attract anyone on limits to begin with. But as I told Kayla today when she was complaining that a different, very cute boy who just joined our gym class (praise the lord) , that she was going to look stupid in front of him, guys probably aren't going to care if you're nto the best athlete in gym class. He kind of sucks too, for a "student leader" anyways, so it's all good :P
Alyssa's friend/almost boyfriend's friend will hopefully be coming to the show this weekend. Alyssa and mike want to set him up with someone bceause I guess they hate his girlfriend. So I'm like "hey, sure. I'm willing to give anybody a chance. :)"
COME SEE ONCE UPON A MATTRESS
THURS., FRI., SAT., 7:00PM
SUN. 2:00PM
TICKETS ARE $8, $5 FOR STUDENTS AND SENIORS
BE THERE, FOO'
I got the results of the standardized tests we took last year back in the mail tonight and I'm "Advanced" in both reading and math. 292/300 for math and 284/300 for math. Woohoo. I feel smart for a moment. But I'd rather not know the test scores of my friends, because I'm assuming they mostly all did better than me. I sometimes dislike having smart friends, because some of them make me feel like such a moron. Especially when they're shovy about their knowledge, which I tend not to be. It gets very frustrating because sometimes there will be days, such as Tuesday when I'm actually confident in myself enough to speak up about something I know is true, or give someone advice, and it gets shot down, and there's nothing I can do to change that persons mind, or make them you know, let me finish my sentence. On the other hand, if I hung out with people less smart than me, I'd feel like a bitch and it'd probably get old. I don't like acting stupid around people, or them thinking I'm stupid, but I can't make myself be pushy about what I know because I don't have enough confidence in what I do and do not know, and I'm not competitive enough. Gym is fun, but I feel like I keep making a fool of myself in front of a certain someone. Yeah. I think I might be getting some sort of minor crush on him. Which is just weird. Especially because my mom's been convinced we're destined to be married since I was like 8. And because I can't keep track of which of my friends likes him right now, which is dangerous, because I dont' allow myself to like someone my friends like. Or rather, I dont' allow myself to act on it. Not that I do much to attract anyone on limits to begin with. But as I told Kayla today when she was complaining that a different, very cute boy who just joined our gym class (praise the lord) , that she was going to look stupid in front of him, guys probably aren't going to care if you're nto the best athlete in gym class. He kind of sucks too, for a "student leader" anyways, so it's all good :P
Alyssa's friend/almost boyfriend's friend will hopefully be coming to the show this weekend. Alyssa and mike want to set him up with someone bceause I guess they hate his girlfriend. So I'm like "hey, sure. I'm willing to give anybody a chance. :)"
COME SEE ONCE UPON A MATTRESS
THURS., FRI., SAT., 7:00PM
SUN. 2:00PM
TICKETS ARE $8, $5 FOR STUDENTS AND SENIORS
BE THERE, FOO'