I can't believe it!
Firstly, I know that what I'm about to spout is going to sound so pathetic. I will sound like a loser. Frankly, I am. I am a loser in love. I'd appreciate it if anyone reading this doesn't bring it up when you see me.
I'm in love with Andrew.
I just am. It's the worst thing ever to happen to me. EVER!! I can't explain it. Why? WHY!? Just shoot me! Somebody! Put me out of my misery. I perceive him as the golden boy. It's been going on for so long. It lies dormant for a while but always, without a doubt, resurfaces. I was listening to The Cure's Lovesong on the bus, and...*sigh* the lyrics are so representative of how I feel towards him. They pinpoint it exactly. He's so special. So absolutely perfect. His dumbness, his humour, perception on life, nothing he does is wrong. Well, yes, it is wrong. But that's what makes him so unique!
I must begin a plan of action. Must force myself to just.......what!?!?! What!? What the fuck am I supposed to do? I have a boy. The most awesome, stunning, equally perfect guy. He's just not him. I'm going to go and listen to The Cure some more. I'm going to make him a CD.
I'm in love with Andrew.
I just am. It's the worst thing ever to happen to me. EVER!! I can't explain it. Why? WHY!? Just shoot me! Somebody! Put me out of my misery. I perceive him as the golden boy. It's been going on for so long. It lies dormant for a while but always, without a doubt, resurfaces. I was listening to The Cure's Lovesong on the bus, and...*sigh* the lyrics are so representative of how I feel towards him. They pinpoint it exactly. He's so special. So absolutely perfect. His dumbness, his humour, perception on life, nothing he does is wrong. Well, yes, it is wrong. But that's what makes him so unique!
I must begin a plan of action. Must force myself to just.......what!?!?! What!? What the fuck am I supposed to do? I have a boy. The most awesome, stunning, equally perfect guy. He's just not him. I'm going to go and listen to The Cure some more. I'm going to make him a CD.