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Been quite sick, my dear nate is there to save me. Early in the morning he's bringing me a few niasin pills to help clear my system out and hopefully I wont feel like the living dead anymore. I feel like im deteriating, like my body is just crumbling away and my insides ripping apart. Its not a nice feeling. I've been twitching and covolsing once my muscles relax. The funeral thursday brought along a really bad something...like an anxity attack or something all the emotion and people all so close and wanting to hug and shake my hand and just so much all at once I got even sicker and flipped out really bad. That and Grandpa had alot of cop and military friends.
Progress at least. I used to itch all over like a little junkie but thats gone. Now Im just paranoid and skittish and to put my mental stay as eaisly explainable as possible Its like I'm in a supercharged two seater roller coaster with 20 people packing into one cart.
Not that simple but it makes sence to me.
Progress at least. I used to itch all over like a little junkie but thats gone. Now Im just paranoid and skittish and to put my mental stay as eaisly explainable as possible Its like I'm in a supercharged two seater roller coaster with 20 people packing into one cart.
Not that simple but it makes sence to me.