Sleep deprevity is my friend
I spent all night lost in my thoughts. I honestly thought last night that I was going to die. It was an interesting feeling, almost attractive. I got parinoia and very delirious...long story running through my head shortened...i thought there was herion in my ciggerette that some philipino stuck in there to sort of DEAL with the damned americans and various other conspiracy things.
I freaked myself out and to calm back down I did breathing exercises that made things even more intence and made the world's axis turn directly on me.
I am still spinning from it all. Like theres a little fan spinning in the back of my head and I can feel every swoop of every blade going around and around in a mathmatically perfect rythum. Everything i do, breath, walk, even type is in accordance to the rythum spinning in my head.
I freaked myself out and to calm back down I did breathing exercises that made things even more intence and made the world's axis turn directly on me.
I am still spinning from it all. Like theres a little fan spinning in the back of my head and I can feel every swoop of every blade going around and around in a mathmatically perfect rythum. Everything i do, breath, walk, even type is in accordance to the rythum spinning in my head.