Wow

[nigz]

After doing all my activities this week I've drawn the conclusion I'm pretty strong mentally but nowhere close to where I want to be physically, like I mean I don't want to get all sorts of muscles or anything silly like that, I couldn't care less what I look like to be honest. I just want to be able to breakdance and lock at a level i think is competition worthy, I mean I don't even want to be number 1, I just want to not be the joke when I show up you know? I was so annoyed I had to punch the ground with rage =/ being weak is really annoying.

I'm going to stick with things this time tho, I'm not going to give up at all