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Yea so i was totally enjoying Tuesday's awesome weather...then get up yesterday&today and it's like DAMN it's cold!!! Oh well that's what we all get for living in good ol' Indiana where u can see all 4 seasons weather in a matter of 24hrs sometimes...seems that way at least.Well i went to the DR had an x-ray of my shoulder,go back to the DR Tuesday...There's def something wrong,I know it's not broke/dislocated it's just goin numb alot&makes my hand cold&tingle like it's fallin asleep...so yea prob nerve damage wheaaa fuckin hawww.Oh well i guess maybe i have done something to deserve all this pain&suffering i have to go thru...who the fuck knows.But i'm pretty much use to it,so that's one good thing,just like i am use to dating someone,gettin attached&then losing it all....yeah it sucks BAD,But it has become soooo much easier to get over them lately,it's almost like a routine HAHAHAHA. That sounds harsh i know,but if u only knew what SHE did to ME...yeah.I was the nice one in that relationship&got shit on....of course,but that's what i get for dating a way too young college student who doesn't know what the fuck she wants...Anywho life is great for once in my life,i am completely happy with being single,i never ever thought i could be happy alone,because frankly i HATE being alone,But i realized that if i want a relationship to last more than a few months/couple years...i have a few things i need to work on.I have always gotten out of a relationship,gone right into another,and found out that i am usually not even over the last person i dated..LOL. And that's not good when ur wishing the person your with was the other person :-(. but like i said it's become alot easier to get over them lately,especially when u find out that you was gettin lied to&basically cheated on the entire time you were dating...hmmm yeah real fucking mature of them huh??? Oh well that's the one thing i will never ever do to the one i am dating or the one i love....is cheat,cause cheaters are liars and liars are cheaters,so fuck all you liars&all you cheaters out there...you SUCK.No i'm not bitter at all towards my "ex" she was a good person...i suppose,just not to me. cause her mind was on someone else obviously.does it upset me??? NOPE i could care less,cause i know i am a better person than that&deserve better&will someday find it...until then i wish her&her new gf all the happiness in the world...and much love to everyone else out there who is honest,kind,caring&gives a damn about others.
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