i am going nowheres fast.
last night i went through some picture... it was weird cause while i was going through them i got upset.
i never thought i would feel like that. that i was so wrong in my life that i realized i had to be the one that fucked up everything.
"did i do something wrong?"
"what did i do wrong?"
that's all i was thinking. then i forgot about it all. until i woke up this morning. my head hurt. and i smelt like alcohol.
what's wrong with me?
i don't have internet at the current time. my computer is being dumb, so i am on my dad's laptop while him and my mom are not here, on the fact i am not suppose to be using it. but fuck it.
i need need friends.
i never thought i would feel like that. that i was so wrong in my life that i realized i had to be the one that fucked up everything.
"did i do something wrong?"
"what did i do wrong?"
that's all i was thinking. then i forgot about it all. until i woke up this morning. my head hurt. and i smelt like alcohol.
what's wrong with me?
i don't have internet at the current time. my computer is being dumb, so i am on my dad's laptop while him and my mom are not here, on the fact i am not suppose to be using it. but fuck it.
i need need friends.