Feb 11, 2005 06:09
Another year. Big 22. A year in retrospect. To say the least, Its all a haze. People came and went, and its like I'm on the outside and I'm looking in. I had great times, but the one thing I learned is I just can't live my life this way. I need to do more than just what has been going on the last few months. I don't want to look back on this life and realize that It was wasted away. Yeah, Yeah. I know what your thinking, where is he coming from. Well, I've done a little bit of everything in the last year or so. I worked a 40 hour work week while going to college and trying to keep a relationship. I've been engaged. I drank enough beer and alcohol in the last year, to equal more than what I consumed during high school. Now I work a 60+ hour work week and never see anyone. I dont have time for anything, I just dont want to spend the time I have just chillin and drinkin. We should be going out and doing exciting things. We should live everyday as if it were our last. Otherwise when we look back on our lives, was it worth it, was there great memories. Or just living ordinary lifes. Well just me venting. I need to sleep. TTYL.