hmm, haven't done this in a while
Yeah, even though I promise to be online more often and update this journal more often too...I really don't.
I'm such a bad journal updater.
OK so here's what's been going on:
Went home for Holidays and I worked at the Bay....which wasn't very relaxing but profitable none the less. I really don't wanna go back for the summer again, the whole job is extremely exhausting for me and doesn't pay me nearly enough for all the crap they put me through. I updated my resume and will begin searching for a summer job this month.
But the holidays were nice cause I got to see friends and family which was awesome and I did some baking too, I made my mother's famous shortbread cookies which were devoured very quickly.
Now I'm back at school getting back into the routine. I would be miserable without my buds Amanda, Kitty cat Kate, and Liz. Thank goodness.
I have also made New Years resolutions as well, one is to eat better, and to not over eat....very bad. I cut out the excessive rice cakes and sugar free cookies I was eating....cause all I was doing was overeating them.
This next resolution is pretty important:
I need to stop putting pressure on myself. I didn't used to do this at University in my 3rd and 4th years. By that point I already knew what I was doing. And here at Sheridan I'm in a whole new ball game where I'm learning things for the first time. The pressure thing doesn't just exist in school either but pretty much in everyday life. All of my friends can see that I do this and I need to stop. Later on in life there will be other people (maybe bosses or clients) who will put more than pressure on me so I need to stop doing it to myself so much.
I don't know if this made any sense but it did to me. I think it felt good just to write it out and see it for myself.
I'm such a bad journal updater.
OK so here's what's been going on:
Went home for Holidays and I worked at the Bay....which wasn't very relaxing but profitable none the less. I really don't wanna go back for the summer again, the whole job is extremely exhausting for me and doesn't pay me nearly enough for all the crap they put me through. I updated my resume and will begin searching for a summer job this month.
But the holidays were nice cause I got to see friends and family which was awesome and I did some baking too, I made my mother's famous shortbread cookies which were devoured very quickly.
Now I'm back at school getting back into the routine. I would be miserable without my buds Amanda, Kitty cat Kate, and Liz. Thank goodness.
I have also made New Years resolutions as well, one is to eat better, and to not over eat....very bad. I cut out the excessive rice cakes and sugar free cookies I was eating....cause all I was doing was overeating them.
This next resolution is pretty important:
I need to stop putting pressure on myself. I didn't used to do this at University in my 3rd and 4th years. By that point I already knew what I was doing. And here at Sheridan I'm in a whole new ball game where I'm learning things for the first time. The pressure thing doesn't just exist in school either but pretty much in everyday life. All of my friends can see that I do this and I need to stop. Later on in life there will be other people (maybe bosses or clients) who will put more than pressure on me so I need to stop doing it to myself so much.
I don't know if this made any sense but it did to me. I think it felt good just to write it out and see it for myself.