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[nightwing2000]

YESTERDAY: I tested the kid again with no problems. I took care of my bank card and checking account, which was pretty painless. Then, I went to the store for a few things, including some moist cat food to see if Jean-Luc would eat it got home with no problems. Jean-Luc sniffed it, licked at it, and seemed very interested in it too but I had to

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[henrysbag]

What happened to him? I know you said it was kidney failure, but why do you think it was your fault?
*big hugs*

[nightwing2000]

Mostly feelings of guilt from being the one to have him put down and that I should have seen something beforehand...

[henrysbag]

You know, with animals, sometimes it's hard to gage if they just have an upset tummy or if they really need medical attention. You know it's not your fault, the only thing that you are guilty of is loving him. I know that it's a hard thing to go through, but please don't beat yourself up. He knows you loved him.

*hugs*

[nightwing2000]

I'm trying not to, but it's hard not to do so. I've always been a master a blaming myself for things, even when they're clearly not my fault. It's a running joke among my friends that given a few minutes, I'd blame myself for the Kennedy assassination...

[nightwing2000]

HUGS BACK, btw...