The poem

[nightwing022085]

Rob,

i know i said it, i know i did it
Maybe i went overboard to prove a point
But sometimes my pride gets in the way
Maybe i need some time away to get my head together
Maybe this was my last chance
I may never get to hold your hands again
I can say that i'm a better person
I'm sorry...because you made me understand...
I'm so sorry that i tore your heart apart
And i'm sorry
and i'm sorry if i scarred you again
i didn't mean to take your dreams
I sincerely completeely apoligize for doing what i did.
Everything you taught me and everything you showed me
It never seemed that i would listen to anything
but you've got my attention more than you know
i take it in, dealt with it, but i waited too late
to use it
Maybe this was my last chance
I may never get to hold your hands again
I can say i'm a better person
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry i tore your heart apart
i didn't mean to steal your dreams
i sincerely completely apoligize for what i did
i've never been so shameful for what i did
you made me know,
If you ever take me back again
I never wanted to burn this bridge

After seeing my poem in the Mastodon, Cailin wrote that to me today. And despite it's poor quality as a poem, it had a big impact on me.

I want to email her, but I'm afraid that could open up a whole new can of worms....

I messaged her. I guess i'll just have to see if she messages me back.

Rob