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OH MY GOD THIS WALL THAT I HIT A WHILE AGO IS STILL HERE AND SHOWS NO SIGNS OF LETTING UP!
I'm so so so so bored of everything ARRRGGGGHHH!
I know I love Edinburgh but I just don't see how I can stay here. I need a drastic change; a change of scenery; just something! I'm learning to breathe on my own finally, but I'm still almost suffocating!
The only short-term solution I can see is to visit the Wirral like every month.
I wish I could afford a car; am pretty sure random drives out and about would exhilirate me. Hills and air and no people.
I am so bored at work that I can't get anything done.
I can't stay here. I just CAN'T!
I'm so so so so bored of everything ARRRGGGGHHH!
I know I love Edinburgh but I just don't see how I can stay here. I need a drastic change; a change of scenery; just something! I'm learning to breathe on my own finally, but I'm still almost suffocating!
The only short-term solution I can see is to visit the Wirral like every month.
I wish I could afford a car; am pretty sure random drives out and about would exhilirate me. Hills and air and no people.
I am so bored at work that I can't get anything done.
I can't stay here. I just CAN'T!