i always think my clearest in the first couple minutes i'm awake

[nighttimestory]

 ummm so alex pretty much amazes me more and more everyday.
i'm not used to getting treated so well.
and it's weird, but very very very good =]

i find that the people i expected to be happy for me are not
and the people i least expected to be happy for me are
there are a few exceptions but for the most part, it's really surprising to me
and i do take it into consideration
i'm not blind, i notice these things

i feel like this is a good thing.